strange feelings..
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It's been two years since Lisa was married to Brian and not having a child. Well it's been her best years however. Always happy and loved.
Not until things started going south as the year started.
Lisa stands in front of the mirror preparing for work. Brian her husband is still lying down on the bed.
"You always put that necklace all the time?" He acknowledged.
" Yes I like it?" She smiled.
"Did someone dear give it to you?"
"Yeah."
" Who?"
" I don't know I must have been very young." She said holding the pendant in her hand.
"And the ring?"
"I also don't know. But what I know they really mean a lot to me. " She picked her bag and kissed her husband goodbye before leaving.
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Even though it's been quiet a long day Lisa finally came back to work. She found Brian already gone so in the meantime she decides to cook dinner. When she's done she goes upstairs to take a bath. She fills the bath half full with warm water and she relaxes inside the water. She really deserved it.
But suddenly she started feeling not so good. There was an uncomfortable pain in her chest
She felt like crying but didn't know what she should be crying for. Suddenly her heart was aching , she felt heartbroken. She was so confused on what's going on. Then a minute later it stopped. She immediately dries of and puts on her sleep wear. She tries to ignore it as in her mind it was not very serious.
Then she goes to watch her favorite episodes as she waited for her husband. She eventually zoned while watching the TV. She was wakened by the light shining from the window. When she checked it's already morning and she woke and turned off the TV. She went upstairs to check if her husband had arrived but he was not there. Lisa sighed and walked out of the room. She starts cleaning the house to pass the time and especially since Dolly their helper is gone for holidays. The house was really big but Lisa didn't mind , it actually took her mind off things. When she was done she prepares herself something to eat. She sat down on the sofa and ate her food. Then again the feeling from last night started. She felt tears in her eyes. She felt so sad. She felt like she has lost someone very important in her life. Maybe she just really missed her late grandma. After all they were really close , she was literally her best friend. But after all these years she wondered why now?
She closed her eyes blinking the tears away. She tried to calm down and eat her food. Yet again the feeling disappeared and she went back to normal like nothing ever happened. That's what scared her most, that she's fine the next minute and then the other she's not feeling okay.
She thought maybe she's just stressed by the fact that her husband didn't come back last night. He doesn't usually do this and if he does he always let's her know what's going on. Lisa decides to call him. After so many tries he did not pick up the phone. Lisa gave up , maybe he must be very busy.
Lisa went to sleep instead but she couldn't. As she tried to sleep the feeling came back again. Her heart ached really bad , she started sobbing. She never felt like this before , she never felt so much sadness , like losing someone she really loved. She wiped the tears from her face and tries to sleep again.
"Are you okay?" Someone patted her on the shoulder. Lisa immediately got up look to see who it is.
"Brian?"
"Yeah it's me." He sat next to her. "Now why are you crying? Is something wrong?"
" No everything is fine , don't worry about it." She said going back to her sleep. After all the feeling had gone away 'Again'.
Brian exhales and got up from the bed to take a shower. Lisa was certainly fine the rest of the day. The she went to sleep.
She woke the next morning not feeling well. She felt like screaming and shouting. She didn't want anything , she didn't want no one to touch her. She was crying like crazy. Brian even ended up calling Diana her best friend.
"Lisa are you okay? Please talk to me. What's wrong?" Diana sat next to her.
" You guys won't understand."
"But you have to let us know so we can help you."
Lisa starts whipping even more.
" Please tell us what's going on."
"I just don't know. It's all so complicated." She wiped the tears.
" Maybe you want to get something to eat." Diana suggested.
" Yeah maybe." Lisa got from her sit and was ready to leave. They both went to a restaurant downtown. One of the best restaurants in their area.
As Lisa arrived she stares at the restaurant for a very long time.
"What's up?" Diana asked.
"No it feels like I know this place."
" Of cause you do. We came a couple of times." Lisa stares at the restaurant for a minute long before walking inside. As she stepped in she felt like she really has known this restaurant for a long time. Like she's known it way before , but where?
They both order the usual and they enjoy their food.
"This restaurant used to be so beautiful." She said sipping her drink.
" What?"
"Huh?"
"You said something about the restaurant being beautiful."
" Did I?"
" Yes you just did." Lisa shook her head.
" Are you sure everything is okay?"
"Yes everything is great , it's fine.." Lisa grinned as she finished off her food. Even though she pretended to be fine she knew nothing was fine. She was confused , she didn't understand why she keeps getting these bad feelings. Why she felt like she really knew the restaurant.
Maybe she's just going crazy. But the feeling again stopped and she was back to herself. Everything felt fine , like it used to before.
She spent the whole day with Diana before going home. She was certainly feeling a lot better now that she's spent her day with her friend. It really cleared her mind , though the confusion was still there.
"Babe you're already home." Brian hugged her happily. But Lisa pushed him away. Brian stares at her confused.
"Plz don't touch me. I'm not in the mood." Lisa stormed away to her room. For no reason she didn't want Brian. She just didn't want anything to do with him , she felt like what they were doing was wrong.
She just went to sleep to forget it all.
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