Nothing Between Us

this is My Dairy so Please!

Dear Kiara,

Today marks another year! As far as I can remember... Her sisters are happy that they are still together! Everyone smiles and says "They are kids, so it is cute!" Now, I believe they are so cute together, and I am supporting them too! I keep telling them to hug and hold hands. While Beatrice blushed with her eyes closed. It is so cute! I cannot believe they have been together for so long! Even Milo's big sister says that Beatrice is the best girl and is happy! OMG, I almost forgot to tell you! Milo's sister faced time, for Milo, to see Beatrice since he was not with us then. They are so cute blushing through the camera and talking so little. So we all thought we should leave them between the two. So we all left them bees. Time to go!

Bye Bye, Kiara!

When I imagined them together, it didn't seem like a big deal. I keep my emotions to myself, and I'm not sure if anyone can tell me how I feel. Maybe they can see it, but they're ignoring it. I even accidentally revealed my feelings to Beatrice's sisters, who may have told Beatrice or Milo. I don't know why I told Colette. Maybe because we're close, and I wanted her to know that I like him too. Now, she probably talks about me behind my back. I can't remember if she has or not. I don't know why I feel this way. I hoped he noticed me too, but when he looked at me, it wasn't the same as when he looked at her. He saw her with such intense love that I can't even fathom it. All I know is that I want him to look at me the same way. Maybe I am already looking at him with those same eyes, but at the same time, I hope I'm not.

I took little steps as I walked away from the room. It felt like the air was getting thinner and my shoulders were getting heavier. It felt like elephants were running along my shoulders, giving me a massage. Suddenly, Lydia said, "I wish Milo could have come and hung out with Beatrice". We all nodded in agreement, and I kept nodding even after I left the room. It felt like my brain was already wandering around the neighborhood five times. A minute felt like hours had passed by. When I checked the time, it was only 11 minutes that had gone by. I heard the sound of doors opening, like the sound of waves. I pretended not to hear anything as I played with Margaret and Colette. Until someone noticed her walking down the hall. I don't remember anyone's face, not mine, hers, or anyone else's.

Dear Kiara,

Are you blind?