"Never Again"

Walking near the bay after, was the best thing im doing in my life. I know that for others it's just a boring habit, but for me it's sooooooo awesome. Oh hey my name is Amethyst and I'm a high school student. Anyways back to the story. I just went home from the school. I live with my cousin Darcy we both go to the same schoo, weren't same classroom. She's a year older than me... Im 16 and she's 17, amazing right? Every night I looked for the first star and then, I will make a wish "I wish I can find the love of my life someday" yeah I always do that every night, goshhhh why am I even doing that. You wanna know why I'm doing that? Well it's because , mostly of the boy in our class is my ex, the longest day of me having a bf is 1 week -_- yeah, 1 week. Thats why I want to find that someone who will stay forever and gonna love me the way I deserve. Fast forward. I graduated high school and finally im going to the college, but you probably know the quotes "Someday the person you love, will be needed to leave" Yeppp someone did that to me but not on purpose, it's Darcy, she needed to go to Paris as her grandma said because she has a better school there. I understand her and her grandma, her grandma just wanted the best for her right? Because of that I needed to live alone in a apartment near my school. I have a diary I wrote there every single part of my life that is happening. Like my dreams, dreams of having a simple job after graduating college and have a happy family, but that all of that was gonna change in just a one incident that I've never expected in my whole life......