ON THE SAME TABLE WHERE I told myself that I will only bring positiveness and nothing else as we celebrate the welcoming of the new year. I sat there in silence, observing and just trying to make sure that no one at the table would find anything suspicious and would put me in a tight spot.
It is weird that an hour ago, I was telling myself that there shouldn’t be any negativity. However, the moment the clock ticks at 12am, Gael suddenly shows up uninvited and only causes both excitement for those people who don't know it yet and anxiety for those who know. Everything turns out of my favor right away without me even realizing it at all, but I also know that it was my fault.
If only I had told my brother and my father already, I wouldn’t need to feel so anxious right now and Gael would be
