The Rogue Lycan's Mate

Forbidden Indulgence

As we reached the bedroom he threw me on his bed. I gasped when I felt my back land on the cold mattress. Aidan hovered over me with his huge body, supporting his weight with one arm so that I wouldn't be crushed under his weight. After a kind and gentle peck on my forehead he started to take off his clothes hastily. With awe and adoration I gaze upon his broad shoulders and his rock-hard abs while he was moving and stretching his long arms to take off his top. I felt insecure because before someone like him, I felt as if I am nothing. I really wonder why someone like him so attached to someone like me. I torn between my thoughts and my expression was blank for I couldn't think properly anymore. I was still trying to comprehend what was happened minutes ago, his huge body leaned on me once more, his eyes darkened by lust. I was lying down like a log and listening his groans and growls. My heart dropped down to my ass as his eyes roved over me as his fingertips explored my chest to my belly gently. His eyes trailed down until my crotch. Like a wild animal he started to sniff my core, I tried to cover it out of embarrassment but he gripped both of my hands place them above my head, his face was inches away from mine he grinted his teeths, licked the corner of my mouth. After looking at my face a few seconds he moved his head down to my thighs and sniffed me once more. "Don't you dare to interrupt me, my dear Muiri." he ordered. I obbeyed because I was afraid. He closed his eyes, kissed my c**t on my panties then started to take my clothes off. His breaths became more frequent and heavy and while he was striping me, c*cked his brows as if he was in pain then inhaled me. I started to pant too because the way he moaned after inhaling between my thighs made me excited too. My core was throbbing and getting wet, I couldn't help it. For a moment Aidan pulled away, my eyes were hardly open but my chest heaving up and down like crazy to keep some air while I was still being able to do so. A huge mess that I am now. I am pissed off for being at the mercy of his every move. His lips was on my bare core, licking and sucking as he gripped my ass with his strong arms and sinking his fingertips on my belly. As he played me like a toy, all I could do pant and breath deeply. "Ahh! f**k! You are so delicious!" he roared and I saw the fur started to come out his arms and his cheeks, he continiued to sniff and lick my juice and play wonders in my most delicate part with his tongue. I didn't move, I thought that he would stop eventually. But he didn't. Am I enjoying this? Damn, I absolutely am.

His cannies started to graze my skin between my thighs as if he was trying to find the right spot to sink them in. I couldn't help but started to grind my hip up and down because I was reaching my limit. This is what that bastard did. For the first time in my life, I felt like that. He smirked devilishly and damn, handsome is he. "Do you start to recognize me?" he let out a short breath and bring his face closer to mine "Because once we are done, I will be the only one you can think of." he finished his sentence and now a big, masculine hand is massaging my c**t gently. After a few stroke, he pressed his thumb a bit more it, made me moan like a desperate i***t. "Yes, my Muiri. Moan for me more." he paced up his thumb "Do not hold yourself back or I won't let you release yourself for days." then he inserted his tongue in my ear. I could hear how his tongue was slurping and how he was breathing like crazy then he started to look at my face. Out of embarassment I diverted my face and closed my eyes tight but he pushed my face to his direction. Aidan was kissing me harder, every time I moaned and shrieked he became more excited and energetic like a real beast in heat. I tried to avoid his lips but before his force I couldn't manage it. Uneasiness, fear, pleasure and embarrassment took over my mind but my body was singing something else. I writhed in his arms, he buried his face, crook of my neck then I felt it. He started to insert his finger into my dripping core. Eye to eye, him and I, we started to turn our instictively movements in a perfect harmony. When his finger inside me started to move I cried out out of joy and squirmed in a pleasurable agony. It wasn't a mere moan but a loud plead and cry. And while he slipped his finger into me, his eyes never diverted from mine's. As my eyes became blurry and hazy, his eyes were glowing yellowish and darkened with desire. He slowly slide his middle finger forward and backward gently and moved his head closer to me. "Do you want me to pace up, Muiri?" his voice husky and low. As if I am in a condition to talk or reply. That i***t!

I closed my eyes tightly, didn't want him to know that I surrendered. Opening my eyes slightly I looked up to Aidan, he was looking directly at my dripping, hot and throbbing core. As his eye became completely yellow and glowing like a pool of lava, he added another finger, strectching my walls as if he was trying to widen the hole. I squeezed the sheets and turned my face towards him. Something was happening, my mind clouded, I could think no more. All I wanted to do is touching my core and release the tension and cramps in my belly and between my legs. Instinctively, my hands moved towards to my c**t, just as they reached it, Aidan held them with a swift move and gave me a mischievous smile. "Now, now. You didn't actually believe that I would let you release yourself this easilly, did you?" he said with same hoarse and low tone and licked my juice from the top of his fingers. "Say you belong to me and I will give your body what it desire so much." he again leaned over me, pressed his hardness against my abdomen and grind it slowly for a few times. Leaning closer, he kissed my forehead, cupped my breast and tweaked my n****e with his fingers. I let out a gasp, a hungry one and he seemed to like it. "You are a liar, my Muiri." he said and let out a dark and long chuckle. "You are lying under me being only able to moan and shriek. Your cute p***y has no idea what is going on inside it and you still found audacity to lie about your virginty." he chuckled again. He pulled away from me and lied beside me. One of his hand was still on my abdomen and circling traces with his thick yet delicate fingertips. He at first looked at ceiling then turned his face to me and started to gaze upon my body. A fade smile appeared on his face when our eyes met, he got his head up a bit, supported it with his arm and softened his expression.

 "Do you know the funniest part? At first I didn't find it funny even a bit at all but now I am having the most pleasurable amusement in my life. Where have you been in all my life? I am such an i***t, letting you live your life away from me all this time." he murmured. Did he just cooled off? Why did he stop? And why am I bothered by this that much?!

I was still speechless but I couldn't divert my eyes from his side. This lunatic mesmerized me not just only with his looks but also with his enigmatic yet graceful aura. "I would like to go on but if I continue even a bit I can't help but thrust it in you. You are not ready for me but don't you worry, my Muiri. I will prepare you." he said and grinned. All I could feel was disappointment and I became furious to myself. I huffed and tried to get up to take a cold shower. As I got up my knees wobbled and I fell down to side of the bed then I heard a annoying chuckle again. Without turning completely turning my face to him, I gave an angry look over my shoulder to him, more precisely threw daggers to him with my eyes but after seeing his beautiful and perfect yet mischievous smile I became incapable to think. He probably screwed with so many women thus he knew what he was doing, I thought.  I don't know why but even the thought of it bothered me. But at the same tmie, I felt so ashamed of myself for getting aroused as he touched me against my will.

Taking light and soft steps was hard when my legs were sore due to the assault of this i***t. As I reached the bathroom, I noticed that he followed me there. Frowning, I rolled my eyes and pointed him to door for him to get out. He didn't care what I wanted as always, moreover he walked towards me, smiling devilishly again. Standing only inches away from me, his expression was soft and I could see that he was happy. He reached out his hand to touch my hair, grabbed a flock of it and started to stroke between his fingers. "You are cute. Definitely not sexy but so damn adorable."  his eyelids were hooded again and still full of lust. After a while I found the power and more importantly courage to talk again. "Well, too bad for you. I intend to stay in this way. Not sexy and plus I won't be, you say, adorable." I snapped at him like a child and pushed his hand with a mere slap. He chuckled and his eyes again danced over my body. "That, my dearest, is impossible. Whatever you do or you have for yourself, I will always see you adorable. You can think of it, both a curse or a blessing." he shrugged then clapped his hands front. "I'll let you have your beloved space but now that I will be waiting for you downstairs. You need to eat and stay healthy for me." he winked as he finished his sentence.

I took my time long to take a shower so that I would make him wait for me more and hoped that would make him angry with me. When I got in bedroom again I saw some neatly folded, clean clothes on the side of the bed. Curiously, I walked towards them and saw a comfy pair of pajamas and wool socks. I putted them on and as I finished changing my face lit up out of relaxation and warmth feeling of this comfortable clothes. I didn't want to admit that I was starving but my stomach growls in pain so it was high time for me to eat something. 

Walking down the aisle was scaring me in this house because it was usually dark and quiet. After reaching the kitchen I saw Aidan as he was looking out from a big window, his arms folded, hair was wet and a wool jacket was on him. So he really could feel the cold like any other living being. Wait. Is that a cup between his hands? I wonder what he is drinking. Because right now, I could really use a cup of coffee. I stared at him silently but he must have heard me because without turning his face he sipped from his cup and smiled. "Would you like some?" he asked and sipped again. "What are you drinking? Because if it is blood of a some animal, I will take my leave right now and go back to upstairs to wait for my death." I said doubtly and with a slight fear. Chuckling again, this man was so beautiful when he was happy, turned his face to look at my direction,he raised the cup and c****d his brow. "I don't know what you heard about me but let me remind you something very important. I am a lycan not a parasite. And this is what I love to drink the most, Brazil Bella Giana." he smiled and then sipped again. "You mean it is a coffee, right?" I asked, scratching my neck. He nodded and with a big gulp finished his coffee, put the cup on counter then walked to me. "I can prepare one for you but first thing first, you need to eat. What would you like to eat?" he stroked my cheek with back of his hand. "I don't have appetite." it was a lie, "I don't wanna eat anything." I said and shrugged. Narrowing his eyes, he gave me a stern glare. "It wasn't a request, my dearest. You'll eat so sit down and wait. I'll prepare something for you." he said and I look at him with my mouth open a bit out of shock. "Can you cook?" I asked and he shrugged. "Obviously." he replied and c*cked an eyebrow. He really is full of surprises. Maybe this is why I don't feel as uneasy as the first day. His cryptic nature is piquing my interest. "But your friends told me that you only eat raw meat. I even heard that you are eating human flesh. Were they all superstitions?" I asked him and he halted where he stood. He was about to chop some vegetable but now as if he was frozen, looked blankly and stood motionless. "It is not superstition. I've devoured a human once. Just as I said before, beast blood is something hard to contain within yourself. When your mind clouded with the thought of the hunt, there is no turning back. This was what happened to me. I was young and hungry, "What's the harm in just one bite?", I thought and then the hunger set in more intensly. I am not proud but I don't have any remorse for I accepted my nature and embraced my beast. And something I know for sure, should the hunger call out to you, all you need to do is accept it." as he finished talking, I could swear that I saw his eyes glowed a bit yellowish color in a blink of an eye. Not that I care but whenever I see an interesting or unknown expression on his face, I feel confisticated. Don't know why. Damn, it is confusing!

After eating a delicious steak and vegetable stew for dinner, I finally had mustered my courage and turned my face to him. Eye to eye, we glared at each other without saying a word. While that irritating staring competition continued, a snow storm broke suddenly. Whistling wind started to sing through cracks of the stones and tree branches, we continued to stare at each other. I inhaled deeply. "I want to call my parents and my siblings." with a smuggish tone I said to him and put on a bored and unimpressed expression. He narrowed his eyes in a warning manner. "Once you talk with them, will you stop thinking about them?"  his voice dangerously low. But it didn't effect me even a bit. Not after what we had, not after I understood how he wanted me. "Are you kidding? Why would I stop thinking about my family? It doesn't matter if they are away or not, my heart is still beating beside them at my home, my real home." I snapped at him. I thought it would make him angry or furious but only a dark and strong chuckle could be heard in kitchen now. 

"Do you really feel like that?" he stood up and reach out for his phone on the shelf. He was still grinning in disdain and after picking his phone, he gave it to me. "Go ahead. Call them. Tell them to come and pick you from here to your home." he said. I was shocked by his manner and still tried to understand him at that moment. I reached out for his phone, still waiting for an angry demanor but no. He let me take it from his hand and I first quickly gave a glare to him then started to dial numbers. Trying to keep my composure and excitement in, I was breathing as if I was drowning. He sat down to his seat again, combined his fingers with his other hand's, rested his chin on them and started to watched me as if he was watching a comedy show. Why was he looking at me like that now? Annoying bastard.

As I heard the dial tone, my mouth became dry, my heart hammered my chest, my body trembled. Then "Hello, who is this?" I heard my mother's melodic voice and couldn't help but burst into tears. "Mom, this is me. Muiri." I said, still trying to pull myself together. "Muiri?! Where are you now, how did you manage to call us?" mom said but something was different. Her voice was cold, I've never heard her talking with me in that tone before. "Mom. I missed you. Please, come and save me from here." as I finished my sentence, I heard a deadly growl. It was Aidan. But still he didn't try to end our conversation. "Muiri, where is your mate? Where is Prince Aidan?" mom asked. I was confused by her questions, shouldn't have it been "Are you okay?" or "Wait where you are, I am coming to pick you."?

But instead, "Please, my baby, for the sake of your siblings do not contact with us again. Your mate will keep you safe. I love you so much but," as she said "but" I felt my heart drop out of my chest "this way is the best, my baby. Respect your mate and you will be fine." mom hung up the phone just like that. I petrified. The only thing moved on my body were my tears, flowing down to my cheeks to hit the ground.

While my heart aching, the smug grin on Aidan's face was no more. He sighed and stood up, came closer to me and halted before me without saying anything or touching me. I saw him hesitating to touch me, his hand was moving back and forth then he managed to place it on my shoulder gently. Without any facial expression, my tears still continued to fall down. "Let's go and sleep. Tomorrow I will take you out for a little trip." Aidan said. I look up to his face, he wiped away my tears with his thumb, cupping my face with a kind and delicate touch. "I want to be alone. At least for tonight let me be." I said to him sternly. His displeasure could be read all over his face but he didn't protest and nodded quitely.

The guest room was big and cozy too. Huge bed and small dresser beside it were contrasting though. It was obvious that this room wasn't used so frequently. "If you want something, you know where my room is. Goodnight." Aidan said and he stroked my hair then inhaled me once more. I sat down at the side of the bed. My heart was still aching and my mind was blank. It hurt too much when I thought about what my mom said to me. I clutched my chest tight. She was my guardian angel, my savior and my mentor. I really wondered though, if my dad thought about me like that too. But I guess I will never learn. Aidan wouldn't let me call them again. And as my mother said to me, for my siblings sake I shall not call them. I laid down as my back on the bed and my legs were still touching the ground. Closing my face with my hands, once again I bursted into tears. At least the room wasn't as dark as I feared. A dim lamp was lighting the room a bit. The cold sheets started to warm up because of my body's warmth. Turing to my left side in bed, I pulled my legs to my belly and hugged them tightly as I closed my eyes. 

I woke up in the middle of the night, my heart hammered in my chest for I saw the most horrifying nightmare in my life. But the thing was that I couldn't remember what I saw. I wanted to scream for help but who could come and help me now? Panting and sweating like crazy, I got up from my bed and got out of the room. My legs were having a hard time to carry me and again tears blurred my vision. I thought "Please, someone help me." but I only know that lunatic here and he always looked like havng fun while I am in agony. What else could I do though? I started to walk down long and dark aisle to reach his room. But my knees were far too weak and my legs wobbled. I held the wall to gain my balance again and mustered all of my power to continue. After reaching his room, seeing Aidan sleeping soundly made me feel a bit good. I started to take quiet steps towards him for didn't want him to wake up and saw me like this. I stood beside side of the bed just like a creep, didn't know what to do. The cold shiver I felt through my spine was still with me and uneasiness was still haunting me. I sneaked up on the bed to his side hesitately and as soon as he felt my presence close to his body, he woke up and in instant with a puzzled face he looked at me. Without looking at his face I snuggled him and under my touch he became rigid. To my surprise he didn't say a word and simply wrapped me inside his arm without a second thought, pulled me closer to himself and pressed my face to his warm chest. I tilted my head a bit to hear his heartbeat. I calmed down after a while, inhaling his musky, woodsy scent and listening the song his heart singed.