
Prologue
Elena
People always say love is supposed to feel safe.
Soft.
Easy.
They never warn you about the kind that ruins you.
The kind that crawls beneath your skin and makes you someone unrecognizable.
If they had, maybe I would’ve run the first time Rowan Cross looked at me.
Maybe I would’ve ignored the dangerous pull between us.
Maybe I would’ve protected the life I already had with Luca Devereux instead of standing directly between two men who loved like violence.
But the problem with destruction is—
Sometimes it feels beautiful while it’s happening.
I still remember the exact moment everything changed.
The hockey rink was freezing cold, packed with screaming fans and flashing lights. Rowan stood on the ice bleeding from his mouth after another fight, dark eyes burning with fury beneath the arena lights.
Everyone else looked afraid of him.
I couldn’t stop staring.
And somehow…
He noticed.
That was the beginning.
Not the first kiss.
Not the first touch.
The first look.
The moment something dangerous recognized itself in both of us.
Back then, I thought Luca and I were unbreakable.
Two years together.
Two years of late-night drives, whispered promises, and loving someone so deeply it became part of your identity.
Luca wasn’t just my boyfriend.
He was home.
Strong hands.
Protective arms.
Gray eyes that softened only for me.
He loved me fiercely enough to fight for me.
The problem was…
Rowan did too.
And Rowan Cross had never learned how to love gently.
He loved like a storm ripping through glass.
Obsessive.
Possessive.
Destructive.
The terrifying part?
Some broken piece inside me wanted both.
The safety.
And the chaos.
I didn’t know then that wanting them would change everything.
I didn’t know jealousy could become obsession.
That rivalry could turn into desire.
That love could blur into something dark enough to consume all three of us whole.
But maybe the worst part of this story isn’t that I fell for two men.
Maybe the worst part is—
Neither of them were willing to let me go.

