Pieces Of You

Chapter 8

Patricia

I don't even know who moved first.

All I knew was that our foreheads were touching again, both of us breathing quietly as if neither of us wanted to break the moment. When I slowly looked up, he was already staring at me.

Like I was the only person he could see.

He kissed me again,slowly.

This time, I didn't pull away.

I kissed him back, my eyes fluttering shut as I let myself get lost in the warmth of his lips. Everything around us seemed to fade until all I could hear was the sound of our breathing.

When he finally pulled away, I instinctively wanted to follow him.

But then I saw him unbuttoning his polo.He took it off without breaking eye contact.

My gaze wandered over him before I could stop myself, and judging by the amused smile on his face, he noticed.Then came the soft metallic click of his belt.

My throat suddenly felt dry.

One by one, he removed the rest of his clothes, never looking away from me.The confidence I'd been trying so hard to hold on to slowly slipped away.I swallowed.

Heat rushed to my cheeks as I quickly looked away, only to realize he was already watching me with a teasing smile.

"What now?" he asked, the corner of his lips lifting. "Scared already?"

I bit my lower lip,I never told him this was my first time.Maybe because I was afraid.

Back in college, my classmates used to joke that men preferred women who already knew what they were doing. I never really believed them... but a part of me still wondered if they were right.

"I was just... surprised," mahina kong sagot.

His smile softened.Without another word, he walked back toward the bed.There was something different about the way he looked at me now.He reached for me slowly, giving me enough time to stop him if I wanted to.

I didn't.One by one, he helped me out of my clothes, never rushing, never making me feel like I had to keep up with him.Every movement was gentle.Every glance silently asked if I was still okay.

When he leaned over me again, his lips found mine immediately.

I kissed him back without hesitation.My hands slowly found their way around his neck as I pulled him a little closer.

A quiet laugh escaped him against my lips."I think you're getting braver," he whispered.

Napangiti ako.I caught the scent of his minty breath, subtly laced with the lingering aroma of the alcohol he'd been drinking earlier.

"Don't get used to it."

"Oh?" he chuckled. "We'll see."

I lightly rolled my eyes before laughing under my breath.

"Mayabang."

He laughed softly, resting his forehead against mine for a brief moment before kissing me again.

Longer and gentler this time.

Like he wanted me to remember every second of it.The nervousness inside me eased, replaced by a quiet sense of comfort I hadn't expected.

Maybe because, somehow...I felt safe with him.

His lips slowly left mine and trailed down to my neck, leaving soft kisses that sent shivers through my entire body.I could barely think straight anymore.

Every touch, every breath against my skin, every lingering kiss made my heart race faster than I could control.

"Fuck..." he whispered against my skin, his voice rough and unsteady. "Do you like that, babe?"

I couldn't answer properly-just a shaky nod, my body already betraying how overwhelmed I was.

He seemed to notice everything.

Every reaction.Every small sound I made.And it only made him more focused, more careful... like he was learning me piece by piece.

When he pulled back slightly, his eyes were different now.

"Relax," he murmured, brushing a strand of hair away from my face. "I'm here."

I swallowed hard and nodded.

"I know..."

He pressed a soft kiss on my forehead before looking at me again, as if checking if I was really okay.Then, quieter this time, I admitted it.

"I've never done this before."

The air between us shifted.He stopped completely.

For a moment, he just looked at me with no judgment, but he looked surprised.

"Your first time?" he asked gently.

I looked away, suddenly embarrassed.

"Yeah... I didn't tell you because..." I gave a small, nervous laugh. "Sabi kasi nila, guys prefer girls who already know what they're doing."

He frowned slightly.

"That's not true," he said immediately.

I slowly looked back at him.His thumb gently brushed my cheek.

"You don't have to prove anything to me."

Something inside my chest tightened.

"I don't want you to feel pressured," he added. "If you want to stop, we stop. Okay?"

His voice was calm and sincere.

I studied his face, trying to find even a hint of insincerity... but there was none.Instead, I just saw him waiting for my answer patiently.

I slowly reached for his hand and held it tighter.

"I don't want to stop," I whispered.

He raised a brow slightly.

"Sure?"

I nodded.

"I'm sure."

A soft smile appeared on his lips small, but reassuring.

"Okay," he said gently. "We go slowly. Step by step."

I exhaled shakily.

"Diba mas lalong masakit kapag dahan-dahan? pwede bang biglain nalang?para isang bagsakan nalang ang sakit"

Kumunot ang noo niya.Bago pa siya magtanong inunahan ko na.

"Nag babasa kasi ako ng mga romance book" nahihiyang amin ko.

"I'd rather go slow than see you in pain," he said softly. "Tell me if it gets too much, okay?" He murmured.

"I'm scared... but I trust you." Dahil sa sinabi ko ay ngumiti siya.

He gently took hold of my leg, hooking it over one of his arms, while guiding my other leg to rest across his thigh.

Nangamatis ang buong mukha ko.Dahil sa ginawa niya ay bukang buka ang hita ko.shit

He gently rub his maleness.

That earn loud moans from both of us.Halos mapugto ang hininga ko dahil sa pinapalasap niya.Kitang kita ko ang pagka basa ng dulo ng pagkalalaki niya.Hindi ko pa rin maiwasan matakot dahil sa taba at haba niya.Paano magkakasya.We stared each other.I winced when he tried to enter me.

Sinarado ko ang mga mata.

"Open your eyes babe,i want you to look at me" sinunod ko siya.

"Ako lang ang gagawa sayo nito,do you understand?hhmm"halos pabulong na saad niya.Tumango ako habang magkahinang ang mga mata namin.

He slowly entered me,never taking his eyes off mine.He groaned.

Suminghap ko.Napakapit ako sa unan upang kumuha ng lakas.Nangilid ang mga luha sa mata ko.Ang sakit parang may napunit sa loob ko.

I can clearly see our lower bodies connected to each other.Hindi pa niya pinasok lahat.He stop halfway.

He lightly massage my legs to ease the pain.Pulang pula na ang mukha niya na parang nahihirapan siyang pumasok.

"Ipasok muna lahat" naiiyak na pakiusap ko.

He kissed me hungrily and in one hard push,he slammed his c**k inside me.

"A-ahhh" sabay naming ungol.

I froze.Umagos ang masaganang luha ko.Fuck

Pinogpog niya ng halik ang buong mukha ko.Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pinasok niya sakin.

Hindi muna siya gumalaw at hinayaan akong mag adjust.

He cursed."Can i move now babe?"

"Just move"

Hinugot niya ang kanya at tinulak ulit papasok.Masakit parin sa una.

Pero habang paulit paulit niya itong ginagawa nag iiba na ang nararamdaman ko.Nangangawit na ang binti ko pero mas nangingibabaw ang ginagawa niya sa akin.

"A-ahhh f**k,your so tight" he mumbled under his breath.Nang dumulas ang pag ka babae ko ay bumilis ang paggalaw niya.He thrust deeper and faster.Nakaka baliw.

Our moans and groans could be heard throughout the whole room.I look at his lightly parted lips.The desire was visible on his face, and I knew it was the same for me because I could see my own reflection in his eyes.

Lumihis na ang unan at nagulo na ang kobre kama pero walang nagtangkang ayusin ito dahil pareho kaming lunod na lunod sa sensasyong ngayon ko lang naramdam.

I felt a wave of tension building up inside me.

He kept changing the pace, completely throwing me off. One second he was agonizingly slow, and the next, he would suddenly speed up, driving me wild with the erratic rhythm.

"Wait,stop! naiihi ako"natataranta na ako dahil hindi ko na kayang pigilan.

"That's not pee, beautiful. That's you about to come. Don't fight it... because I'm so close too. Come with me. Right now." Mapang akit na bulong niya.

Kasabay ng mga salitang yun, biglang bumilis at naging mapusok ulit ang paggalaw niya. Doon tuluyang nawala ang takot ko. Nagtiwala ako sa kanya, at nagpatangay na lang ako sa nararamdaman ng katawan ko. Yung kaba ko, biglang napalitan ng nag-uumapaw na init.Para bang may kuryenteng gumagapang mula sa puson ko patungo sa buong katawan ko.

Kasabay ng huli, mabilis, at malalim na paggalaw niya, sabay na bumitaw ang mga katawan namin.

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang bawat pintig ng sa kanya sa loob ko, kasabay ng pagbuhos at pagdaloy ng mainit niyang katas. Parang may sumabog na kakaibang sarap at liwanag sa kaloob-looban ko-isang matinding pintig na nagdulot ng paninigas ng mga daliri ko sa paa habang napayakap ako nang ubod ng higpit sa likod niya.

Narinig ko ang malalim at gumaralgal niyang ungol sa leeg ko, kasabay ng sarili kong pagsigaw.I heard him growled like a hungry animal.Sabay kaming umabot sa rurok, hingal na hingal, at magkayakap habang dahan-dahang kumakalma ang paligid.

Binaba niya ang binti kong kanina pa na ngangawit at nahiga siya sa ibabaw ko.

In the quiet aftermath of our intimacy, he pressed his lips to mine for one last, breathless kiss.

I closed my eyes.Everything from the past few weeks seemed to crash into me all at once.The last thing I clearly remembered was Ralf saying something beside me.