"Can you get me some water, daddy?" Xander who had been about to get me water, stopped. It took him, one, two, three seconds to turn around. I quickly got up the couch, the need to hide away so strong. Oh my goodness. I couldn't believe I had just said that. "Bram..." "It was a mistake." I blurted out and something flashes over Xander's face, but it was gone as fast as it came. "I didn't mean to. I was just so comfortable, I forgot myself for a minute." "I-" I walked around the couch, trying to inch closer towards the direction of my room so I could make a run for it. Xander was watching my every move so I know, he already knows what I want to do. I wanted to run away and at the same time I wanted to sit on his lap and be cuddled by him. I felt a chill go through me. I felt it down t

