Xander What could I say to that? Actually I knew what exactly to say to that but it still somehow sounded wrong. That would just be me talking and I wanted to prove myself to Bram. I didn't want him to think doubt or be self conscious. I wanted to treat him well, like the prince he is, so that he would know what I wanted. And what I want from him is ... for him to be happy. Smiling, laughing, just has he has been since we started going out. I just wanted him happy. The first night we met, that new year's eve party, the way he laughed, his smile and before then, before we talked, I remember watching him in the party. I stood at a corner and watched this curly haired man in a bejewelled batman mask weave through the guest with one glass of champagne. I don't remember how much I spent j

