Naith's POV
"Ouchhhhhhhieeeeee!!!" Bonggang hiyaw ko ngayong umaga. Paano ba naman kasi e nahulog yung alarm clock ko sa mukha ko habang natutulog ako kaya ito todo bukol sa noo ko.
Sandali kong shinake ang head ko upang sa gayon ay mawala panandalian ang sakit ng kahapon. Charr, nung noo ko. Ang pagshake kong ito ang nagdulot upang maalala ko yung....
Sino yung baklang kasama ko? Sino yung super fuckable guy na sabi ni Bakulaw na bakla ay Trabahador daw ni Lola? Sino silaaaaaaaaaa!????
Did you all plan this no!? You want me to injure so much pain 'cause I am the bida of this story, at hindi kayo! Shame to all of you! May God forgive all your sins here in Earth. What will happen to my life now? Wahhhhhh! Sabihin nyo sa akin kung saan nyo sila dinala!
"Bakla? Ano 'yan? Umagang umaga kung ano ano ang kinekeme mo dyan. You made so much noice. Maybe this is the right time to ask this, do you want ma'indyan pana kakana'kana? Naghihihiyaw ka dyan sa isip mo para kang shunga. All the questions you asked screamingly were just from your dream. None of those has happened yet. Please stay in the moment. Bye, Halimaw ka!" So alam nyo na kung sinong epal 'yan. Si Shuba na napakaharout.
"Mahusay! Gimme that kakana'kana! Charr! Maglaho ka na na ulit. Dami mong say." Makeme kong sagot kay Shubanelie.
So, that Bakla and hot Trabahador were just a dream. Omg, wait, so sayang naman hindi ko manlang ito na'finish. Buwisit kasi itong alarm clock ko e, maeksena. Hays, like what Shuba said I have to stay at the present moment and just forget muna that dream.
Napagdesisyunan ko nang bumagon dahil medyo late na din. At this is it! The day to go to Provinsia! But before we go there. I want to arrange and stock properly muna the things which I'm about to leave here.
I'm gonna miss u all! Thanks for those bunch of memories we shared to each other. May God guide u. Be strong to stand by your own because I will be left for how many years. Basta, I assure u that when I finished schooling we're gonna be united again. MUAHS!
Say ko sa mga gamit ko dito nang may kaunting patak ng luha at natuyong muta. Farewell to u, my friends.
"Sis, ayan ka na naman! Sasampalin na talaga kita." Hiyaw ulit ni Shuba isip ko. The baklita is back again and again.
"Moment ko 'to Bakla! 'Wag kang ano dyan. Krompalin kita ng pakabayo e, Gusto mo?"
"Ay sorry na. Sige na nga, maglalaho na ulit akes! Babusshhh!" Pagpapaalam nito at sana nga ay 'wag nang bumalik pa.
After those million dramas I decided na nga to go downstairs.
Napapansin nyo rin ba? Baba't taas lang ang ruta ko? Wala naman kasing masyadong ganap eh. If hindi sana ako nagka'failing grades, edi sana nakarampa ako ng todo. Lam nyo yarns!
"Good Morming Baby, totally ready na ba?" Tanong sa akin ni Mama matapos nya akong bigyan ng halik sa pisngi.
Wait, ha? Anong Baby? Jowa kita gurl? Baka gusto mong ilublob kita sa bathroom? Ahahah, just kidding! She's my mom so I should behave.
"Good Morning din po. Ready but no totally. Hehe!" Tugon ko.
"Oh I see. Basta, you'll be better because of this. Gumayak ka at maaga tayong aalis para maaga din tayong marating doon." Habilin sa akin ni Mama bago siya tuluyang umakyat sa itaas patungo sa silid nila ni Papa.
So ayon na nga, kumain muna ako at nakipag'VC sa mga friends ko bago nga kami tuluyang umalis dito.
Now, I'm here at room my preparing myself and my things when suddenly the door opens.
"Oh tara na. The car is ready na. Nandoon na din ang Papa mo. I know you are kind of sad but you'll be happier there. Okay? So, don't fake your smile. Sunod na ha?" Si Mama.
Ngumiti lang ako sa kanya bago ito bumaba . Yung totoong ngiti na no. Ayoko ng i'fake, parang psychologist kasi itong si Mama e.
Mabilis din akong sumunod kila Mama dahil medyo excited na din ako kahit medyo malungkot din. HAHAHA! Nagpaalam na din pala ako kay Nayie at sa ibang Katiwala namin dito sa bahay.
Hindi kasi makakasama samin si Nayie ngayon because She will be spending her free time nalang daw with her Family kasi madalang lang talaga siya kung maka'uwi sa kanila. Interms of communication naman, may cellphone naman siya at may WiFi naman sa amin kaya nakakapagchat rin sila nung mga Anak nya. HAHA! Tinuruan ko siyang mag'sss no! Tapos sa budget for Her fam, nagpapadala lang siya True digital wallet, Gcash. I also taught Her para less time consuming hindi kana lalabas pa.
So ayun na nga, sumakay na ako sa likod ng car dahil sila Mama sa front at Papa yung driver.
While we are on our way. Bigla ko ulit naisip yung dream ko last night, siguro kaya madalas ko itong naaalala is present pa ito sa conscious stage of my memory.
Is that a sign or just nothing? I hope so. Pero kung ano man 'yon. Go lang ako kahit sobrang curious ako doon sa lalaki. Alam nyo na kung bakit, kasi parang there's something on Him na you can't clearly explain. Something that once you see Him parang something entered to your soul. Ganon. Attention Catcher. Hays! Ano ba 'yan.
"Malande talande!" Sabi ni Extra. Si Shuba ko. Hindi ko nalang siya pinansin para less warla. Ka'stress e.
I just focus my whole attention to the view on the way to province.
Alam nyo naman na kapag way sa province e super amazing ng piligid and so aliwalas, the feeling na your stress and problems are relieving simply because of this kind of view. Those trees, grabe, I can't explain. It just really proves that nature has it own way to present its beauty to people. Better appreciate and conserve these gifts from God so, the future generations could also witness their beauty. When we say, conservation naman, it is not really mean that you'll need to be an advocate or a member of specific movement which helps to conserve the beauty of nature, just simply throwing your garbage into right trash bin will do and bring lots of help to the nature itself. Just don't let yourself be the reason why man made disaster occurs frequently and destructively. Sabi nga sa kasabihan, "Be the change that you what to see in the world."
"Ma? Malapit na po ba tayo?" Tanong ko kay Mama na halatang busy ngayon sa paglalaro sa iPad ko.
"Have you forgotten na ba the way?" Tanong nito.
Si Mama naman I'll ask it ba if I still remember the way. Ang Shunga ha!
Charet only. Ang Bad ko ulit.
"Kinda. Ang tagal na po kasi nating hindi bumibisita doon e. " Sagot ko kay Mama habang very busy pa rin siya paglalaro ng ano ni Papa. OMG! Charet! Home launcher! HAHAHA!
"Basta, just see nalang. Okay?" Mapitid na sagot sa akin ni Motherlyly, ayaw sigurong maabala sa pag-lalaro ng ano ni Papa. CHARR! MY MIND IS SO DISGUSTINGLY DIRTY!
"Malayo pa tayo anak. Kaya if you want to sleep muna, you still have time." Si Papa na yung sumagot sa aking question with cute smile. HHEHE! I love Him talaga.
"Okay po, thanks Pa! Love u." Pagpapasalamat ko at napangisi nalang ito. Ang sweet naming family no.
Kinuha ko ang air-pods sa bag ko dahil gusto ko munang makinig ng music habang nasa kalagitnaan ng biyahe. Ansarap kaya sa feeling non, I know many of you can relate. HEHE! Sinasabayan pa ang emosyon ng kanta.
Sa buong byahe nakikinig lang ako ng musics at nagbabasa na rin ng w*****d at same time. Paminsan minsan ay tumitingin sa daan.
Nakakakilig talaga yung dalawang bida dito sa story'ng binabasa ko ngayon. Super Funny ni Gay and genius din. Si Boy naman super Sherep, Mebeet at Super Rich. HAHAHA! Ganon, nakaka'add ng happy hormones.
Naisip ko lang, is this kind of relationship really exists in the real world? Or just existed in w*****d world? For me, siguro, I can say oo. There are relationships in this world which katulad nung sa kania. I don't see any problem with that. As long as you're both happy. As long as you are being real. As long as you're contributing to the world. And as long as you're doing the right thing. You can stand confidently and love who you want to love. Kaya lang, just in reality kapag ganito kung kind ng relationship na mayroon ka, you'll be hearing lots of judgements from others who are entitled as, "closed minded" to accept the kind of relationship you are in. However, love is not about what other people will say, it is about what your heart says.
The right time will come that LGBT couples would not anymore have to hide their relationships in the closet. Just being free and safe to show to other people that you're unconditionally love each other. All of these would be achieved by Humanity's ways, and God's will.
Let's all shout, LOVE IS FREE SO, IT IS FOR ALL!