The Chosen Luna

James POV It has been rough these last couple of months for the pack and me. With my mom dying, the pack didn’t know what else to do. I tried to keep everyone calm, but I was also grieving my moms death. Now with no luna and me just ruling this pack by myself. I found myself in depression and stressed. I know my people have suffered because I haven’t yet found my mate. People are talking and I know the elders are thinking about removing me from alpha. I was laying down in my bed trying to sleep, when I got pulled into a bliss. There I met the moon goddess. She warned me that if I don’t get my act together I would lose everything I worked hard for. She also told me she would send me help. I tried to ask her about who would it be or how they would help she disappeared. Someone to help me love again? I didn’t want to love again. My mom was the only women who could understand me and always had my back. I woke up from the dream and sat up. My head was spinning and I needed to relieve myself. Hey Zack. I mind linked my beta. Hey, there is our alpha! How you doing man? He responded Not so good, could you send in Sylvia? Ah, let me guess? I already knew he was about to lecture me. But I didn’t care. Sylvia was going to help me relieve my stress. Just send her. I mind-linked him back. Moments later there was a knock at my door and Sylvia stood in my doorway wearing a mini skirt that showed off her nice curves and a crop top. She grinned at me as she walked over and sat on my lap. I licked my lips in anticipation and smiled at her. Not soon enough I had her bent over while I was ramming into her tightness. I wasn’t in love with her, and she knew that. I just wanted to forget about my problems and frustration. When she was finished and I was somewhat satisfied she sat on my desk. “Same time tomorrow alpha” Sylvia smirked at me. I rolled my eyes and dismissed her. That really pissed her off. “Listen, I know it’s hard in all with losing someone, but you have a pack to run, d**mit!” I looks up at her grinned. She was a fiesty omega but I wasn’t interested in having her as my luna. Yet again, all she was a good time and stress relief. She walks out fuming and I continue to go over my work. Not too long later, I hear a knock at my door and I tell them to go away. The person kept knocking and dI was getting irritated. I swear whoever this be will get punished for disturbing me. When I opened my office doors, my heart stopped for a minute. There stood this very beautiful women, with crystal horns and the most beautiful silver eyes. She walked her way into my office and sat down ladylike on one of the empty chairs. “Well, are you just going to sit there?” She asked me. I shook my head and was out of my dazed. Mate! My wolf Jack said in my head excited. I pushed him in the back of my head and I had a whiff of her scent. It was sweet and calming. Maybe like chocolate and lavender mixed together. It was driving me crazy. I sat down in my office chair still looking at this beauty in front of me. “Hello? Alpha James?” I snapped out of my trance ands I smiled at her. “Oh um, hey, what do I owe the pleasure of this visit for?” I asked in soft way. She giggled and smiled at me. Just kiss her! My wolf screamed in my head. Yet again I pushed him in the back of my mind. “Well, I just happened to appear here and saw that town was suffering. So I wanted to help, they told me you was the alpha. So I just showed my way in.” She said. She cared about my people? She didn’t know my pack or the suffering that has been going on. Yet, she decided to help. My heart started pounding. I was feeling something I haven’t felt and it scared me. “Well, thank you for your concerns and I’ll start fixing them as soon as possible” I said smiling. She stood up and smiled at me. I swore that I would’ve melted through the floor. I called one of my omegas to help her to the pack house and settle in her room. Troy! Jack! Meet me in my office ASAP! I found my mate. I mind-linked them both. Way to go cowboy! Troy said It’s about damn time. Zack said. It was a matter of time, I had my beta and gamma in my office. I started telling them how there was this mysterious beautiful lady who came into my office. “D**m. And you didn’t even introduce us to our new luna?” Zack said chucking. “Most importantly, Congratulations man! We was starting to wonder if you rolled the other way” Troy joked about. We continued to chat around and I felt better about how I was feeling towards her. They said there farewells and I got up. Why didn’t you kiss our mate? Jack asked me in my head. I..I don’t know. I don’t think I am ready for a mate. I said back to him What you mean you don’t think you are ready for a mate?! I am not letting go of her, she has the sweetest wolf… I scratch my head at that. My mate had a wolf? I didn’t even know what she is or what go she is. I had questions and now that I know I had a mate I wasn’t ready to love another women. I went down stairs and told the pack chef to supper. I couldn’t have a mate, she would ruin me and my pack. But little did I know I was wrong.