Elyon's pov ...
I am extremely attracted to her.
Pregnant or not, with another man's child or not, i want her.
It has always been her.
I might have been stupid and blind in high school, but that was then this is now.
Eleanor was always a substitute.
Everytime i treated Eleanor right it was exactly how i wanted to treat, Mira.
But in a wierd upside down way all I ever did was hurt her.
At first, it didn't make sense for a boy to like a girl more than anything in the world.
I listened to jeremy, he was my best friend.
I listened and obeyed my father.
He talked about how us boys must stick to boys, stick together. Be loyal...you know.
I grew up with my father's voice in my head, hammering on the importance of relationships and friendships.
I woke up one day when i was eighteen lo
