her light

my name is Lynn. I am 17 years old. in 2 days will be my birthday and the day I get my wolf. I am also the alpha daughter. Although it may not seem like it. My father use to love me. that was into the day my mother got killed and he blamed me for her death. when I was 10 years old. My mother was killed by a loyal pack member. or so I thought we were out eating with my mother best friend Shay and her son Chris. He is the same age as me. He was my best friend. Into his mother betrayed us. All because she wanted my father to herself. She killed my mother in front of me. I couldn't do anything since i was not of age to have my wolf. That day I lost my best friend, my mother, and my father.He disowned me. After that I was mad a pack slave. My mother ex best friend got what she wanted. She got my father. I tried telling my father she killed mother but he looked at me with so much hatred. My father married Shay. Making her the Luna and her son the future alpha. That is if she doesn't have another son. I hate Shay with everything in me. I want to kill her. But dispute I can't bring myself to do it. Why? Because she is pregnant with my little brother or sister. Although I'm not allowed to be around my he or she. I promise i would not treat them any different. I just hope this baby don't hate me like my father and Luna As I get up in the morning. It's still pitch black outside. Letting me know it is still early in the morning. I get dressed for the day. I don't have much clothes so I threw on some black leggings and a shirt that was way to big for me. I decided to tie it in the back so it fitted. I throw my messy hair in a sloppy bun. Then I put my shoes on. I'm running down the stairs to the kitchen to start breakfast for the whole pack. the pack is about 100 members in it. It's not big but it makes up for the size. As I'm making breakfast I smell and hear the Luna on her way down to the dining area. She comes into the kitchen and screams why is breakfast not ready and out now. You had enough time to prepare the meal mutt. yes ma'am it's done now is all day as I carry the food out. She stood there watching me with so much hate on her face. You are slow. You don't belong here mutt. I mumble under my breath. No you don't belong here slut. She looks at as she walks my way. You have no right to talk to me like that. Deserving a slap across the face. I look at her as she walks out saying.I don't know why the alpha allowed you to stay. You are a disgrace to him. After she leaves I clean the blood from my mouth and hurry up to take the trays out before everyone gets to the dining area. After everyone is done eating I clean up the dining area. There is nothing left for me to eat. which I should of know they would of done that. They eat like they life's depends on it. Good thing I saved me a piece of bread. I hurry up and clean the dishes and the dining area so I can hurry up and eat my bread before someone smells it on me. While cleaning i him a song to make the time go by faster. While doing that I did not hear Chris walk in. He stood there watching me. Finally he speaks. Well we'll what do we have here. A thief is what I smell says a she wolf hanging around his neck. I look and bow my head. I'm sorry future alpha I didn't hear you walk in. Is there something i can get you. Lynn you are stealing. Would you like to have your arm broken little slut. No sir. I will put it back. Father would not like to hear this. He walks away. I hurry and finish my last few dishes when the alpha walks in. I bow my head and say alpha how may I help you. I am not allowed to call him father. he stood there before storming up to me and slapping me across the face. once i hit the ground he started kicking me in my ribs. it's best I don't scream because if I do he would not stop beating me. Unless I passed out. After he was done he looks at me and says clean this mess up and when your done go to your room mut. Your not needed at the moment mutt. Yes sir is all I can say. Oh and we will be having a ball to celebrate the newest arrival to the pack in three days. Make sure you prepared the menu for our guest. Also make sure you are not seen to much. Don't need you making our pack look bad. yes sir was all I said as he walks away. I want to cry so bad. but I wont. mother would be disappointed in father