her light

Shay

After f**king the s**t out of me Dereck through me out like i was nothing. That b**ch must of got to him. I wished i would able to kill her when i killed her mother. but she made it back to the pack house before i was able to get to her. To top it of she saw me kill her. that b**ch got away. but things worked out to my liking. i just had to put up a story. she was back at the pack house in two days. so when i told Dereck what happened. he believed me. of course she had nobody to back her up. if i would had followed through with the plan. Dereck would know i killed lily for sure.

so i had to let the b**ch live. things worked out just right. i tried to show Dereck i care and loved him. But sometimes he would push me away.

i just need to make a plan. i need to get rid of that b**ch. once and for all. i say to Chris. i dont know maybe hold off for a little bit mother. why? becasue something is going on. have you not been paying attention? Dereck is not himself lately.Lets wait and find out. After Chris left i got to thinking. maybe he's right. If i was to kill her maybe Chris would maybe find out that i killed her. i be d**med if i lose my title over that b**ch. i worked so hard to get Dereck. even if Dereck gots to go. im not losing my title. for now we wait England.

My wolf is evil just like me. she helped me come up the plan to kill lily. we had him first. he promised we would be luna. then that b**ch came with him when he had a metting at another pack. i had to become her best friend. get close to her. then when the moment was right. go through with my plan. it took some time. but i was finally able to. i had rouge come and put there sense all over the place so it seemed real. it was harder then it looked. Lynn saw what really happened. but before i could get to her she ran. after that i tried tried get after Dereck by showinging him i cared and that ill be there for him. it worked. To be honest i dont care about him. he never once pleased me. After lily died. he went down hill. staying in his office to drink himself away. all over her. i had to find another way to satisfy myself.. not only that but pack member started leaving. they rather not be ruled by a drunk alpha. Money got tight as well. i should of talked to hime about selling lynn. Sometimes she would come to the room drunk calling for lily. i was pissed but i got use to it. it didnt matter because i was the luna and i could do whatever and whoever i wanted. i am after power. that all i want and nothing will stop at nothing to get it

CHRIS POV:

Mother is getting out of hand. i need to solve this problem befor it gets out of hand now. Something is going on. i need to find out. Dereck was angry after watching Lynn leave. i though he would be happy to get rid of that b**ch. but he was'nt. he's been in the office this whole time. its going on day four now. i think it's time to go have a talk with my little birdie. Maybe she knows sometime i dont know. since she f**king Dereck behind my mother back. that is how i was able to get her to be my spy. if she didnt i was going to tell my mother and let her kill her. She problaby thinks shes going to be the next luna. who knows. Amanda i scream walking into her little place. where the hell all you slut. Down her Chris. so i go down to the basement where she is washing clothes. spill i said. tell me everything about what the Alpha gots going on. something is bugging him. he's been locked up in his office for almost four days. she looks at me. to be honest i dont know much. i over heard Lynn mate speaking with another alpha. he was calling her the furture queen. and that her grandparents were. they would be happy that she alive. that all i know Chris. mhmm. good little slut. that was all i need to know. i got my answer. she put her last load in the washer and walked to me. you got what you wanted what about me Chris.