Blood on Snow.
Chapter 1: Blood on Snow
3:12 AM. Aru, Sweden is -14°C.
My breath fogs, then disappears. My fingers don’t. They’re too busy counting. Crumpled 200-kronor notes. A few 500s. Coins biting my palm. Under a streetlight that flickers like it’s dying, behind The Demons’ club.
$1,640 tonight.
Good night.
Pathetic night.
I stuff the cash into my boot, between sock and skin. Safest place I know. The alley reeks of piss, spilled vodka, and smoke that clings for days. Snow falls sideways, needling my cheeks. My coat has holes I patched with tape last month. Cold stops hurting after your third winter alone.
Footsteps on ice. Measured. Unhurried. The walk of a man who’s never had to run.
“Late again, Candy.”
Steel kisses my throat before I turn. Skull tattoo stretched over tendons. The Demons’ collector. Two weeks now. Same time. Same demand.
“How much?” My voice doesn’t shake. At 19 I cried when they put a blade to me. At 20 I learned tears cost extra.
“$8,000,” he says. Blade presses deeper. Heat blooms. “Daily. Boss says eight thousand every night you work. Or we take a finger.”
$8,000. Every night.
My blood turns to ice. I made $1,640 tonight. $1,500 yesterday. Best night last month was $2,100. Eight thousand daily is $240,000 a month. The interest on my parents’ 12 million dollar debt is $180,000. He’s not collecting. He’s drowning me.
“I don’t have it,” I lie. I do. All of it, folded in my boot.
“Then boss takes collateral,” he smiles. Skin parts. Warm trickle down my throat. “Seven days grace ended last week.”
I kneel in snow and pull the bills out. All $1,640. Count them one by one. Each note feels like peeling skin. Rent. Food. The line between surviving and breaking.
“Here,” I say, holding up the damp stack. Snow melts on the money. “Everything. Please. Just take it.”
He counts fast. Eyes narrow. “This is $1,640, Candy. Not eight thousand.”
“I know,” I keep my voice flat. Begging makes it worse. “Tomorrow I’ll bring more. Extra shifts. I’ll—”
He pockets the money. Then his other hand moves. Backhand across my cheek. Not enough to break bone. Just enough to rattle teeth and remind me who owns me.
“Boss said eight thousand daily,” he leans in. Breath smells like cigarettes and metal. “You bring less again, we don’t want money. We want pieces. Start with a pinky. Then an eye. Then whatever’s left. Seven days, Candy. Then we stop asking.”
He wipes the knife on his jacket and walks into dark. Boots crunch snow, then silence.
I stay kneeling until legs stop shaking. Until blood on my throat crusts. Until cold stops being something I feel and becomes something I am.
Nobody comes. Nobody ever does.
My building is four floors of cracked concrete, paint peeling like old skin. No elevator. No safety. I climb to the fourth floor, unlock three bolts, step inside. One room. Mattress on the floor. Mini stove. Wobbling table. Bare bulb.
Coat drops with a wet sound. My eyes sweep the room. Water stain in the corner. Crack like lightning. And the portrait on the wall. My parents. Mom laughing. Dad’s arm around her, crooked smile, eyes bright with hope that kills you.
Disgust twists my face. At them. At me. At ghosts living rent-free.
I sigh from under my ribs. Then do something stupid. I haven’t done it in years. I jump. Arms out. One spin. Like I was eight and the world was light and my biggest worry was math. I land hard. Springs groan. Dust puffs.
For one second I’m weightless. Not Candy. Not the girl with 12 million debt. Just Candancy, eight years old, spinning in a room that didn’t smell like desperation.
Gravity remembers me. I roll onto my back, stare at the ceiling, then at the portrait. Last photo taken the day before they gambled their lives on cards with The Demons.
Hot tears burn. I don’t make a sound. Haven’t since the funeral. Sound is weakness. Sound gets you noticed.
Stomach growls. Violent. Animal.
“I gave all the money made today,” I say out loud. Voice raw. “There’s nothing for us.”
Belly growls again. Hollow. Angry.
Tears come harder. I pull the thin blanket over my head and cry until throat hurts and eyes burn and there’s nothing left but dry emptiness.
Then sleep takes me. Heavy. Dreamless.
6:00 AM. Phone alarm screams. Cheap ringtone drilling my skull.
I roll over, face into mattress. Thirty seconds pretending the world isn’t real. Pretending $8,000 demand disappears if I ignore it. Pretending parents are alive.
Then brain catches up. DIEONS Tower. 7 AM shift. Late means fired. Fired means blacklisted. Blacklisted means The Demons take a finger tonight.
I sit up too fast. Room spins.
Bathroom is a curtain corner. Bucket toilet. Tap that drips. Water so cold it steals breath. I pull red hair back tight. No strand escapes. Escape means mess. Mess means trouble.
Uniform on. Navy blue, two sizes too big. Gloves with holes. Shoes resoled three times.
6:50 AM. Keys. ID card. Run.
No breakfast. No food in cabinet. Just empty noodle packet and salt.
Outside, I flag a taxi. Old Volvo, rust on doors. “The DIEONS,” I say. No extra words. Talking costs money.
Meter starts. 45 kronor.
Aru wakes up. Snowplows scrape. Bakeries smell of bread. People with coffee and lives that don’t start with a knife at their throat.
DIEONS Tower rises downtown, 60 floors of glass. Richest family in Sweden. Cars, perfume, bikes, diamonds. Guns too, but that’s a whisper. Demons talk when drunk.
6:58 AM I pay with coins. 20 kronor left. Lunch, maybe. If I don’t eat, that’s $8,000 closer. Math grinds in my head always.
Back entrance. Service door. Metal, grey, cold enough to stick to fingers.
Swipe ID. Green light. Beep. In.
Corridor smells of bleach and yesterday’s coffee. Boots echo. Fluorescent lights buzz sickly white.
This is my world 7 AM to 5 PM. Invisible. Silent. Efficient.
Then I see her.
Mrs. Smith. Around thirty. Senior cleaner. Taught me which floors mop first and how to make glass shine. Two kids at home. Husband drives buses. She saved me bread last winter when I fainted.
She sits on a plastic crate by lockers, shoulders shaking. Tears cut lines through makeup. Uniform jacket crumpled like she tore it off.
I slow. Don’t get involved. Involved people get hurt. But Mrs. Smith gave me lunch when I was starving. Debt works both ways.
I walk fast, heels clicking. “M-mrs. Smith. What’s wrong?” Voice low. Supervisor’s office is down the hall.
She looks up. Eyes red, swollen. Mascara ruined. Mouth opens, closes.
“I got fired,” she chokes. Then cries harder, like saying it made it real.
Words hit like ice water.
In DIEONS Tower, “fired” means blacklisted. Stills, owner’s father, keeps a list. One word and no company in Aru hires you. No cleaning. No retail. Nothing.
And Demons want $8,000 from me tonight.
I stare at her tears dripping on concrete I’m supposed to mop. At jacket crumpled like trash. At ID card snapped in half on the floor.
I’m one mistake from being her.
One spilled glass. One late clock-in. One night with $7,900 instead of $8,000.
Fourteen hours until collector returns. Fourteen hours to find money I don’t have.