Chapter 001 Shattered Beginnings Episode
Chapter 001
Shattered Beginnings
Brittleness's POV
As I rushed off my shift, the afternoon sun created long, slanting shadows across the walkway. Cold and biting, the wind whirled my hair across my face. Silvergate has a way of making even a clean fall day seem to be the sharp breath of winter. I hugged my thin coat tighter. Even though one of the other waitresses had left, I couldn't work late tonight and needed to save every penny I could.
The reassuring aroma of coffee and grilled cheese assaulted me as I pulled open the diner door. Despite the lack of glitz, my existence in this city was entirely mine. Until right now. Today, I was prepared to confront the challenge that would completely transform everything.
Walking in, I observed the unexpected, terrifying silence. Everybody stared at the corner booth. I stuttered in line with their looks. Sitting there in customs perfection was a man unfit for this section of town, much less for this dump of a diner. Cross Donovan In my universe, too, everyone recognized his name. billionaire. merciless negotiator. People whispered about him, but they never approached him directly.
The moment I saw him, he gazed at me. Cold blue eyes latched onto me like ice shards. I made myself keep moving, ignoring the way my pulse accelerated and my gut twisted. Despite always being at a distance, seeing him here today felt different. He looked at me, not just once, but repeatedly. He observed me.
"Brittleness Fords." His voice had the richness and darkness of the coffee I pour every morning. And it's just as perilous.
"Mr. Donovan," I said, maintaining a steady tone while I tidied a nearby table, feigning a detachment from his influence. It surprises me that you remember my name.
His lips curved into a slight smile. "I am never forgetful of names. Possibly a face as well.
I gave a powerful swallow. "Can I have anything for you?"
"I am not here for food." He leaned back, like a predator teasing its prey. 'Sit.'
I stalled. Though every instinct screamed at me to leave, curiosity and something else I couldn't describe pulled me in. Trying to keep the shaking from my hands, I slid into the booth opposite him.
"Why do you find yourself here?" I inquired, maintaining a firm tone despite my turmoil.
He leaned forward, never diverting his gaze from me. "I make a point of getting to know the people that pique my curiosity."
I sharpened. Is that rather true? Could a man like you possibly be interested in someone like me?
More than you could ever imagine. His eyes softened just sufficiently to be disturbing. "You captivate me, Brittany."
"People like me don't 'intrigue' people like you," I shot back. Here you are for a purpose. Just say it.
His face clouded, and for a second I felt as though I had gone too far. "I respect your fire." However, let's not act as though you are fit to play this game.
"Try me." The words came out before I could stop them.
His jaw closed. You have no idea what you are attracting.
"Then enlighten me." I told myself to look at him without showing terror. If you are here to threaten me, go right ahead. I have no fear of you.
His quiet stretched, and I felt the weight of it descending on me. Finally, he spoke, his voice low and menacing. "I want nothing from you, fear."
Then, what do you wish for? My breath caught. I wasn't sure if it came from rage, fear, or something considerably more deadly.
Cross leaned forward, his presence overpowering. "Everything you know is about to evolve; you should be ready for that. Perched on a cliff, you cannot even glimpse the fall.
I had to make myself breathe. Does that pose a threat?
"It is a fact," he stated. "One you will grasp very soon."
Between us, silence hung thick and oppressive. When I began to speak, he had already stood up and placed a hundred dollars of cash on the table.
"Think of this as the beginning," he continued, his voice gentle but firm. You will see me once more.
As I watched him walk away, the weight of his comments weighed heavily on me. Anxiety over an unidentified issue began to simmer in my chest.
Even though my apartment was small, barely larger than a room with a kitchen and a bed, it was mine. Leaning against the door behind me, the events of the day played back in my head. I locked it. I had heard the legends of Cross Donovan—his merciless negotiations, his power moves. However, none of it satisfied my curiosity.
I shook my head, attempting to erase his image—the cold eyes and the intensity of his gaze. I had little time for diversion. It was difficult enough to survive. I would not participate in any game that he was engaged in.
My thoughts broke off with a knock on the door. I stopped, every nerve in flux. For guests, it was late—too late. I crept to the peephole, my breath stopping to see who stood on the other side.
Cross.
"What the heck?" I said to myself in whispers.
I opened the door with yanking. "What are you looking for?"
He entered the room, his presence filling it without waiting for an invitation. We should talk.
"No, we don't," I responded, my anxiety intensifying into anger. One cannot merely show up here.
He drew nearer, and I felt agonizing awareness of how little distance separated us. "I can, and I will."
"You should go."
"I'm afraid it's not that simple," he answered, his voice devoid of any space for debate. "Everything is about to change," I said.
"What are you referring to?" I insisted, heart racing.
He moved still more closely, his breath warm against my flesh. You find your life difficult right now? You are clueless about what is ahead.
Words heavy with caution lingered between us. Though I should have been afraid, I was not; instead, I felt something I detested about myself. His nearness was seductive, and I hated myself for the way my body betrayed me.
"You're insane," I said in a whisper.
maybe. His eyes dropped to my lips, and I stopped breathing. But I also take full seriousness.
He bridged the distance between us before I could respond; his lips caught mine in a kiss that was both possessive and punitive. My body resisted the urge to push him away. I despised him for having coursed through me. I detested myself even more.
I broke the connection by pushing him back. Leave.
His vision clouded. "This isn't quite done, Brittany."
He turned and left, leaving me shaking and furious—at him, at myself, at whatever cruel game fate had put me into.
My phone buzzed as I dropped to the floor, trying to calm my racing heart. My blood was chilly when I lifted it up with shaky hands and saw the message.
Brittany, you have no idea who you are dealing with. If you want to survive, you will avoid him.
Despite the sender hiding behind anonymity, the threat was real. At that moment, I was certain that whatever lay ahead would bring about a profound transformation. And there was no possible reverse.