Luperca - The Rejected Luna

Dear Diary

They hated me, and i don't think it was the idea of me that they really hated but who I am. I didn't even know why because, none of them cared enough to want to get to know me.

The fates gave me four mates. First it was Tyler, he was a basketball coach for moonlight college. When we met I got the distinct smell of Roses I didn't understand how all this was happening without my wolf.

Tyler Davis was but three years older then me, he had dark brown hair, he six foot and he had beautifully tanned skin. I'm thankful when we mated it was only us in the room. I was leaving the diner when he entered. The smell was powerful and intoxicating, he immediately sneered at me and told me he'd rejected me already. That ofcourse he'd known for the past four years and didn't want anything to do with me. I was torn and heartbroken, I nursed my heart and walked far away from him. As if the fates didn't know I was hurt enough. Three weeks later Billy Oaks bumped into me while I went for a jog, that was also fortunate enough we were alone. He shoved me, his smokey musk scent making me hungry, his dark skin shining with sweat. You could never understand why beautiful creatures have such impure hearts. He said "Move aside worm, nobody wants you" then he went on his way. Word spread around town quickly of my two rejections. I'd felt so much shame but had to go to work to be able to eat.

I'd had peace for a month, everything was fine, I kept to myself and did my job. Until one day at work. My bosses son Andrew Bale walked in after his Coming of Age ceremony, he smelt of mint cigarettes it was refreshing and wild. He'd looked at me for some time and I'd looked at him as well. I smiled a little thinking maybe he was interested too.

He'd later walked up to me, poured cold ice water on me and rejected me infront of everyone. Freezing cold I'd cleaned the ice and water up at his father's orders. Fate had dealt me a bad hand in life indeed.

Then there was Dylan Graham, we met at a park in fall. He was out with his friends and I was alone sitting on a bench. He smelt like hot summer air mixed with cinnamon. He actually smiled at me. I was a little happy so I smiled back. Something in me told me to wait and so I did. He gave me a note to wait till after 6pm so we can meet after the lights come on, the note said "I'd like to see your beautiful smile under the moons light," I blushed at the thought. Maybe this was my chance at happiness. But he'd shown up later with his friends they'd beaten me up, called me cursed and left me there on the ground.

Now tonight on one of the most important nights of my life this happens. They all gang up on me.

I cried that's all I could do, because I was tired, emotionally, physically, and mentally. At 21 I'd had enough of living.

"Why the hell would you think we'd want you?" one of them sneered at me. I lay on the floor soaking wet.

"Stand up Omega!" the Alpha commanded me. He encircled me infront of the entire crowd.

"We have no place for weaklings here tonight, no wonder your wolf hasn't shown up yet. Go home and we will talk about this tomorrow." I got up and left through the hall doors. I'm sobbing, the tears coming from my eyes haven't stopped falling. The fact that no one from the pack bothered to come find me is a tell on its own.

"Mom, Dad why did you have to leave me?" my dusty pink dress torn at the sides.

The music still loud as ever and cars still on their way to the ceremony's after party. How do people celebrate without the host?

"These people don't care or want me," standing up and dusting myself off I took off my Grey block heels.

I grabbed my diary off the bed and dragged myself to my desk. It's worn out but I've had it since my parents left this earth.

"Dear Diary, this is my last entry."

I took a deep sigh as my thoughts sunk at the events of that night.

"I have been rejected by all my mates, yes I said all. They showed up at the coming of age ceremony, poured whipping cream on me and the entire bowl of punch. They called me names, tore my dress and smeared my face with cake"

My slow sobs started to come back to me. But I continued writing anyway.

"They went on to laugh at me as I sat on the chair, the Alpha, did nothing. I don't know what crimes I've committed to be made to endure such heartache but this is the last. I can't live like this anymore"

"Tonight I'm going to visit mom and dad at the grave. I hope I will see them soon."

I ended the message with a heart and closed the book. I changed my dress, my dark long hair stood out from the pink color and the red lipstick. I wore Grey jeans and sweater. It was cold tonight but I wouldn't feel the it much. My wolf is yet to awaken and without a mate, chances of that happening are very slim. I let my hair fall to the sides and put on my running shoes.

I love this place, I won't lie that leaving hurts but staying would kill me even more. I took one last look around then grabbed my diary and left. As I walked down the road I saw many cars lining up behind each other. Filled with students from our Packs high school. Some stuck their heads out the car, different music coming from every direction.

"Hey Fatso!" one of my rejection mates Dylan called out to me.

"Don't ignore me you worthless child!" he got out of his car and walked towards me.

He walked up to me and forcefully pulled my hoodie down.

"Dylan! Come on stop wasting time we'll lose parking space as the Arena." that was his best friend. The Arena was where all games were hosted... It had a massive grounds area for people to camp, and have barbeque's and sometimes host a parade.

"Not so worthless since you left your car to come talk to me." he snarked and looked at me with anger in his eyes.

I'd hit a nerve, he shoved me roughly on the ground, got back into his car and drove away.

I stood up my leg in obvious pain, I'd twisted my ankle, but that won't matter much. The rest of the cars kept moving along. I didn't like the stares people were giving me, so I took another street towards the cemetery. This one was quiet, allowing me some moments with my thoughts. I'd cried so much that night, that the tears seemed to have dried up.

My ankle seemed to have healed as got closer to the cemetery. It wasn't dark and dreary like most nights. The lights seemed to have been changed. The sprinklers were off and the grass looked greener than the last time I was here. The graves were alphabetical so I had to walk all the way to the back.

"Rivera.." I took a deep sigh and sat down with my legs crossed.

"Mom, Dad I'm sorry." the noise from the arena became louder.

'Go DJ! Go DJ Go Dj!'

"I'm sorry for disappointing you, I know you expected more from me. But I can't do it anymore, fate itself has allowed for my rejection. Trying to fit into the pack has been hard. The beloved Alpha you would praise he isn't what you thought he is. I haven't met my wolf yet and no one here cares for me. I'm here to say Goodbye and hello, I hope we will meet on the other side. I love you"

I placed a hand on each stone and made a silent prayer. I then picked up my diary and began to walk out of the town.

The cold wind seemed to come in strong gusts at some moments. This valley was beautiful, it didn't have a huge pack to take most of the lands but that's what kept the beauty.

I reached the border of the pack and turned to look at it one last time. I stepped out of the border and I heard a howl. The pack patrol was coming so I needed to be fast.

"I Anya Rivera denounce and severe all ties with the Moonlight Pack," immediately after saying so my body ached and pained. I fell to my knees and began to growl lowly. The howls behind me had stopped, thankfully they wouldn't be coming for me.

"Ohh who am I kidding they've never done so before, why start now?"

I felt weak and tired, my diary fell as I tried to stand up and I bent down to pick it up.

I could smell wolves from afar so I decided to walk towards the train tracks. This was never going to be my life anymore, the solace and silence from the walk was bringing me so much peace. In the distance I could see another pack appearing, their eyes yellow and feirce. I've crossed into Rebel territory. I turned around and began to ran. I've denounced the pack, so going back isn't the plan. I followed the train tracks north, in hopes that I'll meet head on with the train.

"Get her!" a voice echoed in the distance. I ran faster, my feet trying to pick up speed. I saw lights in the distance and the whistle and I knew it was my chance. I kept running as the wolves kept nearing me. Soon the train was yet but a few miles from me, I decided I'll try jump on it. I ran head on towards it, I won't make it if I come from the side so I latched on to the engine. And started climbing till I reached the top. They were still chasing after me, some started climbing the train as well. As I looked at my surroundings the train was fast approaching the river and could see no option but to run and jump. They'll lose my scent in the water.

I moved to the back end of the train, the wind nearly toppling me over. One Grey and white wolf tried to topple me over but failed. I could hear the water gushing with such force. I got myself ready for a jump but as I threw myself over I got hit by something heavy and it was lights out.