I wonder what she’s doing. I know she’s probably home with her sister, but I can’t help wondering if she’s with anybody else. Especially after the way we had parted last. The idea makes me want to hop on a plane and head back to Detroit to ensure she is keeping her sweet all for me. I toy with the idea of calling her but I’m not sure she’ll even answer. The morning after I’d taken her virginity had spiraled downhill very fast. I’d planned for a sexy breakfast in bed but she’d foiled that by waking up too early and surprising me in the kitchen. She’s probably right about boundaries but I can’t see us having any boundaries. I don’t want any personal space with her. I want to know where she is and who she’s with. It’s the first time I've ever been this intense with a woman and it scares me.

