I can see palm trees and a white sandy beach. Beyond it, there is a large body of water, blue and shimmering in the bright sun. It’s beautiful and tropical. And about as different as possible from my little town in the Midwest. * * * I’m cold again. So cold that I’m shivering. I know it’s from stress because the temperature must be somewhere in the eighties. I’m pacing up and down the room, occasionally pausing to look out the window. Every time I look, it’s like a punch to the stomach. I don’t know what I’d been hoping. I honestly hadn’t had a chance to think about my location. I’d just sort of assumed that he would keep me somewhere in the area, maybe near Chicago where we’d first met. I’d thought that all I had to do in order to escape is find a way out of this house. Now I real

