My Possessive Bully

POV Zade

To:baby@sam1234.hotmail.com

From:zade#fuckme@gmail.com

How could a man captivate me so?

I don't know.

I havent' felt this way in a long time, dude.

I feel so connected, like a string holding us together. Like his green eyes staring down me, with all their might, seeking access into my soul. Every inch of my body he wants to squeeze, feel, touch, explore. I don't know. This isn't me. As much as I was waiting for the first day of college, for banging some juniors, I had never expected someone so arrogant. A little cute, a tiny bunny grin and absolutely so much more under those clothes to make my breath still, and change all my plans.

He wrecked my world, in a way I cannot explain, Sam.

Tell me what to do.

Hope everyone is well. Leave Selvi some kisses and hugs.

Zade.

I had ofcourse kept my eye on him for the whole three days in the campus that had officially passed. Once, he arrived in a green shirt, loose sleeves hanging off his slim arms and a sleek black jeans hugging those legs. Earrings with a cross, a tiny shade of pink gloss and light eyeshadow. my man was f*****g gorgeous.

The second day, a texture of blue and yellow. A combination of colours one wouldn't have seen before. I saw him laughing around with his new friends; Jenna, Aleesha, Max, Kernel, Fenny. Most of the juniors I thought were nice and okay going with his character.

"Fenny, make sure to give me updates on his love life"

She nodded, shaking a bit.

"Don't worry. He won't hurt you.", Gabriel assured her. She nodded and scurried off, like my ass would f**k her.

"What's with girls these days?"

Gabriel shrugged, "No idea. But liya is fine as crazy", he drooled.

Liya. The top notch girl attraction this semester. Junior. Five feet four. Tiny skirts, little thighs and tight fit blouses. Makeup, but a slight tinge only. Born with beauty like me ofcourse.

But nah, she wasn't my type.

The first time I caught her for some classic bullying, she started to cry. Like what the f**k? The next time I asked to grab me some burgers, she flirted. With that I stopped.

She was taking up so much of my time, which I could actually spend on Zach and him only.

Most of my time was on him. I bunked some periods to go from the third floor to the first, so I could get some vast glances on him.

The only disappointing part was he was too famous.

And that he never searched for me.

I had got stood up twice, once for the coffee which he never came for, and second, for a meeting at the office, due to similar roll numbers, when he arrived late.

Like by almost 15 minutes.

As I signed the report and waited around, flirting with random girls, hoping he would arrive, he never did.

Later when the princi gave me a glare, I started to make way, when max and him came hand in hand.

A gulp ran through my throat.

He gave me no attention, signed, cracked some joke with Max, laughed, holding his shoulder and then walked off.

Like I never existed.

Fuck.

I drank two bottles of Black label, and passed out.

What was going on with me?