As my feet pound the ground i disappear into the thick woods and keep going till i no longer know where i am. my heart is racing and i am slowly struggling to breath, i just want to vanish from this earth and return to my mother and ask her why she ever left me alone with that horrid man who if supposed to be my father.
I just want my mum to kiss me and cuddle me while telling me i am safe now.
"Bonnie hun, we will be fine just trust yourself and me and we will survive and get that horrible bastard back for what he has done to us and the ones we love!"
"SHUT UP!, you never once spoke to me after the day you made yourself known to me, what makes you think i will trust a word you ever say to me, all i know if that you have kept me alive and for what, pain!"
"Bonnie i.."
"exactly you have no idea do you, you decided to just let our farther beat us black and blue and nearly kill us every time so what makes you think that i will trust you, just leave me alone!"
I feel her retreat into the back of my mind and to be honest i am grateful she does because id rather be alone than have people lie and hurt me anymore.
Once i was on my own i felt tears slip down my cheeks dripping on to my lap and soon i am bursting into tears and sobbing to myself.
Some time passes when i suddenly feel uneasy and scared, a twig snaps and i jump back and in the moment a big wolf leaps out to me growling, i instantly raise my arms to cover my face, i am absolutely petrified and that's when Missy pushes forward and takes over.
All of my bones crack and snap and i let out a huge scream falling to the floor while m clothes shred into specks of cloth.
"Missy please. do...dont"
Its hurts like hell and im just as hot as hell as my vision blurs i suddenly feel relief, opening my eyes i see i am standing higher than normal and im looking straight at the wolf and growling.
"Oh no, missy WAIT!"
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(Missy)
"Bonnie don't worry i got this!"
"PLEASE DON'T..."
in that moment i block Bonnie out and focus on this wolf that is threatening us.
I bear my teeth and let out a rumbling growl to let the wolf know i am not going to backing down.
To my surprise the wolf bows down as a sign of submission, tilting my head, i don't know what to make of this wolf but i decided to just run. As i set of running that's when i hear a loud howl from the wolf and i run as fast as i can disappearing into the darkness. I don't care where i go, i just need to leave that place.
I run for hours when i spot a cave that seems to be empty.We are going to have to sleep there for now. i let Bonnie back through to tell her what just happened but i instantly regret it,
"WHAT THE f**k MISSY!!"
"what, i haven't done anything wrong, i just saved us you i***t"
"I don't care, you gave me no warning and that hurt like hell then you decided to block me out!"
"HA well now you know how it feels to be blocked, and i didn't have time to warn you, i had to save us, don't forget you are not the only one is this body Bonnie, i would like to actually live, thank you"
"Missy seriously that is just childish plus i didn't ask for you to be put with me did i, anyway i will let it slide since you just made me think about the both of us for once, but what are we going to do, we will be classed as a rouge now so every pack will kill us on sight"
oh yeah i forgot i blocked her out so she couldn't see anything that just happened, i think i will just keep it quiet for now..
"Well i am staying out so don't worry i will keep us safe so just go to sleep and we can figure it out in the morning"
"OK, don't do anything stupid please"
Letting out a sigh i feel more comfortable now seen as though she is isn't fighting me anymore.
She honestly sounds defeated and worn out, but i have to keep us safe and away from that monster. Descending further into the cave i find a spot that will keep us dry and keep the draft at bay. I curl up into a fur ball and close my eyes but only sleep lightly.