THE STORM

20. Bria

Adam offers, to take me home even though I'm not sure that’s a good idea. I let him. His car was already here, so we get into his car and head to town. Adam is shifting gears. I watch because it's the sexiest thing, I have ever watched in my life. Adam puts his hand on my leg, and says “are you sure you want to go home.” Adam says that maybe it is safer to let him calm down overnight. I tell Adam that, “it isn't going to matter the longer I wait, the worst It's going to be.” Adam, asks me, “what DO YOU WANT.”

I look at him, I can't remember the last time someone has took the time to ask me what I want. I’m deep in thought about that When, I Remember, the dirty dream I had about Adam. I blush. s**t! I'm in deep over my head, but then I speak.

I tell Adam “I want my life back.” “I want to be the girl I used to be.” I tell Adam “I used to be. The girl that wouldn’t dare, let anyone disrespect me.” I used to be so free, and happy. I tell Adam “I miss that.” Adam smiles at me.

I can’t believe I say, the words that come out of my mouth Next. I look at Adam, and tell Him “I want to go home with Him.” He looks at me for a minute. Then says, “ok babe you got it.” He turns to go to his place. I have no idea where that is, but we are heading there. I have butterflies, and my stomach is doing flips.

I’m happy, with my decision, and considering what I will be going back home to. I shouldn't be, but I just DON'T CARE Anymore. I WANT AWAY FROM LIAM. I WANT TO BE HAPPY. I WANT A LIFE FREE TO MAKE MY OWN CHOICES. I KNOW I HAVE A “Boyfriend” ,BUT I DON'T FEEL Like I HAVE ONE.” I FEEL Like Liam is A Prison WARDEN. So, in my eyes Liam and me are already broken up. I just haven't had the courage to tell him. I’m scared of what, he might do when I do tell him. We arrive at Adams apartment, and he comes around to open my door for me. He grabs my hand, leading the way to his apartment. On the walk to his apartment door, I look around. I notice this apartment complex is really nice. It has a pool, a gym, and a Sona. Oh, the things Adam n me could do in a Sona. I shake that thought when Adam unlocks his front door, and we step in.

It’s a nice place it could use a few homey things, but he is a man. So, this is perfectly normal. I’m looking around his place when I feel his arms come around me. Adam turns me around so I'm facing him. I think he is going to kiss me, but then he pulls back. I can see he is debating something in his head, so I walk over to him. Putting my hands on his face. I ask him “what is wrong that if he isn't comfortable with me being here, I can just go home.”

I go to leave, but he grabs me, turning me around. Adam looks me deep in the eyes then says, “Baby that's not what I want at all.” “Baby I want to hold you, kiss you, and rock your world.” “Tonight, but I don't want to overstep my boundaries right now.” I think about what Adam just said. I don't know where this courage comes from, but I look him in the eyes, and say “kiss me then.” I don't get a chance to say anything else. His lips crash to mine. (Causing Lightening to strike.) It's a hot kiss. My panties are instantly wet, and my body is on fire.

Adam must feel my goosebumps, and my blush, because he deepens the kiss. Swiping his tongue across my lips. I open my mouth to him. I explore his tongue and mouth, while he explores mine. Adam walks me back until I feel a wall on my back. He presses his body into mine. I can feel how bad he wants me right now. I want him just as bad, but Adam breaks the kiss, and I hate that we stopped.

Adam looks me in the eyes, and says “Baby I would love nothing more than to take you to my room”, but until you have told Liam it’s over, we can't. I’m sad but I understand. I ask Adam “if he can just hold me tonight while I sleep.” He takes my hand, pulling me into his room. He asks me if I need a shirt to sleep in tossing me one of his. I go into the bathroom and once I’ve changed. I look into the mirror smiling. I’m wearing a thong, and his shirt comes down just below my butt.

When I come out of the bathroom. Adam is in bed under the covers. When he sees me, he looks me up, and down, gesturing for me to get in. I snuggle into his arms feeling safe until, I fall Asleep.