• Tor • Calm pale face, eyes closed, sleep so soundly. I held his hand, I kissed the back of his hand. Seeing Ben sleeping so quietly, my mind is very confused after knowing everything. For years I was together side by side with Ben but I still do not know what really happened to Ben, how Ben felt. I feel like a failure in loving Ben, I can't make Ben lean on me, open up to me and share his burdens with me. I continued to watch his pale face, Ben had been sleeping for several hours. According to the doctor, Ben will wake up around 9 in the morning but until now at 11 am Ben has not woken up yet. I was about to stood up from my seat and was about to release my grip on Ben's hand but I felt the movement of Ben's fingers. I immediately turned and looked at Ben's face, his eyelashes were tr

