My Alpha Partner

Tor Torin Harold is the first child of the leader of the werewolf pack, being the first child make Tor become a tough and responsible man. Tor is the dominant alpha werewolf but being born as a black werewolf means that Tor is unable to become the next leader. The werewolf's belief that black werewolves would bring disaster in the pack, It's made Tor a lonely and silent individual. Benjamin Copland has been Tor's friend and bodyguard since Tor was 13 years old. Tor and Ben are close because they have similar but different personalities. Up to 4 years since the friendship and the relationship between the Boss and the bodyguard were established, something went wrong that made the relationship between the two change. That night when Tor experiences Rut becomes a turning point in their relationship. Ben is a male alpha werewolf. Born from a father who worked as a bodyguard and human woman, Ben was trained to be strong. Even though Ben is not alpha dominant, his strength can beat alpha dominant coupled with his superior academic abilities. Since his parents decided to separate, little Ben went with his mother to live in her mother's hometown in Canada. Until one day Ben returned to live with his father after his mother remarried. Ben is friends with Tor and has been his bodyguard since he was young. Even Ben became Tor's right hand man. Everything looks normal but who can understand someone's heart completely, young Ben falls in love with his master who is also an alpha. Long kept his feelings, Ben must experience the pain of Tor who has a rut. _ •Tor• The view of the green mountains made me feel comfortable, but the views of the old people around me made me want to run away. I decided to take a walk around the house, I saw a beautiful flower garden in the backyard of my new house. I immediately walked towards a large, shady tree in the corner of the flower garden. I sat under the tree looking at the butterflies and insects flying over the flowers. I don't know what to do, I just stay there looking at the scene in front of me. I, who was daydreaming, was shocked when I heard a rumbling sound from above me and the leaves falling on my body even though right now there was no wind that could knock the leaves and branches. I immediately looked up and was shocked when a boy who was above me seemed to fall. I immediately got up from my seat and tried to catch him in case the boy fell. Before I could blink, the boy had already jumped from the tree and landed right in front of my face. I looked at the boy from his feet to the tips of his hair. He was tall even though he was shorter than me, his skin was white like a European and his hair was also light brown. He is wearing a white t-shirt with a blue checkered shirt mixed with gray and black jeans. I then looked at his pale face with little freckles around his nose and cheeks, his light honey brown eyes, sharp nose and cupid-shaped lips which made his look even cuter. His face looks firm and masculine, with just one look I know that the person in front of me is an alpha but his face looks cute to me and really attracts my attention. The boy saw me then his hands pointed to my face, I was shocked and immediately took a few steps back. His eyes widened when he saw me retreating quickly he immediately pulled my hand. "You .. Be careful", he said softly and immediately pulled me towards him. I looked back, the road behind me was quite sloping down. I almost fell and embarrassed myself. I'm too shocked to remember that the path in the garden is up and down. I immediately saw the boy in front of me and instead of saying thank you I spoke in a quite loud tone. I'm not in a good mood, I always maintain my attitude in front of adults and I also always keep my emotions in front of my younger siblings. Somehow I want to take it out. "Hey, what are you doing up there ?! That was surprise me", I said, pointing up the tree. That was the beginning I met him, my alpha partner. Now it's been 10 years since we got to know each other and more than 6 years since we were together. We've been through a lot together, we started this relationship pretty badly. Our relationship started with a mistake when I experienced my rut for the first time in my life. But from that mistake I came to know and believe my feelings for him, Benjamin Copland. _ My name is Tor Torin Harold, the first child of the head of the werewolf pack. I am a dominant alpha, as the first child since i am not yet born everyone expected me to be a replacement of my father as the head of the pack but I was born as a black werewolf who's was considered as a bad luck, just by being born as a black werewolf I was no longer considered the successor to the head of the pack. I'm used to the cold attitude of my extended family even from the pack, they stay away from me and don't think of me. Even so, I was lucky that both my mother and father treated me well and cherished their children without discrimination. I grew up to be an independent and cold kid, I didn't like to hang out and chose to train myself to be a strong werewolf. At the age of 13, our pack was attacked by another pack that caused my mother to leave us forever. That day was the turning point of everything, I got colder and harder. I became a mother substitute for my two younger siblings, they leaned against my shoulder which made me even more depressed. I keep trying to be a strong and good brother figure for my younger siblings without having a figure to rely on myself. Since my mother left, my father has become busier and there is no time to be with us. I am the only one who supports and looks after my younger siblings. Sig is my younger brother who is only one year younger than me and he is the toughest rival for me, he is the one who has been officially chosen as father's successor, even though my father never said it myself I realized that Sig was more suitable as a substitute for father. I don't mind it, my relationship with Sig is very close, we both know each other. Our personalities are both different but we complement each other and try to be the big brother who looks after our little brother, Kin, who is always called failure alpha. I'm first time to meeting Ben myself when our pack moves, Ben is the son of a father's bodyguard who lives abroad with his mother. Ben is the same age as me, his personality is similar to mine except that he is easier to hang out and socialize with new people. We have been close friends since then, so without even realizing it, our relationship turned from friends to love. Our relationship is very difficult, Ben and I are both alpha. It doesn't matter how people will accept our relationship but we both have a harder time accepting the fact that we alpha falls in love and are sexually attracted to each other. _ In a bamboo hut on the side of the river, there is a dim light between the bamboo arrangements, the dark night in the middle of the forest makes the light look contrasting with its surroundings. A strong roar and sigh could be heard from within the hut. Inside the hut were two men with wolf ears and tails hugging each other naked. The silence of the night makes the sound of me and Ben's breath clear. "Aaah aah slowly, it hurts .. Aah ouch", Ben's voice trembled. I heard Ben's moaning voice over and over again but I couldn't control myself anymore. The sound of the two bodies bumping into each other grew louder. "Uhh a little more", I said in my low tone. That night was the first time I felt Rut and without control I ate Ben repeatedly until my rut was over. I don't know why I'm so turned on by Ben, my mind is confused I just follow my instincts. _ I looked at Ben's face that looked very pale, I lowered my eyes to his neck which was full of red marks and bite marks. I don't understand how I can do to a alpha male, all this time I've never been attracted to a guy no matter that they are alpha, beta or omega. I don't think I've even been sexually attracted to women. I never imagined that I could have s****l relations with a boy let alone an alpha. On the one hand I feel disgust at myself but on the other hand I feel the satisfaction that is the first time I feel and the person who makes me feel satisfied is now fast asleep in front of me, Ben. Ben and I have been friends for 4 years, we spend time together studying and practicing martial arts. It can be said that our abilities are almost the same, in academics maybe I'm smarter but in terms of martial arts and using firearms, Ben is more skilled than me. Even though Ben is not alpha dominant, his physical abilities are extraordinary. Due to his extraordinary abilities, Ben has been a bodyguard since he was 15 years old. Because Ben went to school with me, Ben automatically became my bodyguard until now, although sometimes Ben would accompany Kin too. I seemed to realize that what I did to Ben now has crossed the line but I don't know why but I don't want to spend my time with other people. It's easy enough for me if I want to spend my rut with an omega even though I'm not a candidate for successor to my father, I have the ability to make the herd quite reluctant to me, especially now that I have held a position in our family-owned company. The girls and omega are trying to get close to me, if I want to spend my night with one of them they will certainly be happy to accept me but no one makes me want them even when I am now in my rut I am not interested in them and the one I imagine now it was Ben's blushing face and his sighing voice that excited me again. Sunlight began to enter between the bamboo, I sighed slowly and looked at the person in front of me as if I was sedated by his innocent face while sleeping I kissed his lips softly. I was shocked by what I did and immediately got up from my sleep. I took my clothes that were scattered on the ground. I slightly dusted off my clothes and put it on. I still feel my body warm and I'm still excited, but I know that I shouldn't do it with Ben. If I didn't hurry up and clean things up and someone saw us like this there would definitely be a lot of trouble for me. After finished wearing clothes I came out of the hut carrying a small bucket to fetch water from the river near the hut. I am squatting on the rock, I wash my face until my hair and neck are wet. The river water is cold in the morning seemed to make me wake up from a dream. I once again sighed as if to calm myself from my chaotic thoughts. After I calmed down I took some water and stood up. Once again I sighed before turning to walk to the hut, but when I turned around I saw someone leaning against the door of the hut wearing only shorts and a blanket that covered his upper body. The man looked pale, his neck and chest covered with red marks and bite marks that looked blue. I was suddenly shocked to see Ben who was awake, I looked at his languid face intently as if I wanted to see what he was thinking. Seeing me stunned, Ben sighed and waved his hand to ask me to come closer. I organize my emotions and facial expressions, I don't want to show the chaos that is in my mind and my heart. I walked closer to Ben with a flat face. "Are you awake Ben, Water?", I handed the water in the small bucket. I don't know what Ben is thinking, his always expressionless face makes it hard for me to understand now. Ben took the water from the bucket with both hands and wiped it on his face until the blanket covering his body fell to the ground. I just kept quiet and looked at Ben's body which was full of kiss marks and clutches as if Ben had just been eaten by a beast. Ben seemed not to care and after he finish washing his face, Ben lowered his body and tried to pick up the fallen blanket but had not yet picked up the blanket, a moaning sound came from Ben's lips and Ben immediately grabbed his waist. "Ahh, s**t", said Ben with a frown. Suddenly I was shocked and immediately grabbed Ben's hand. "It hurts?", I asked worriedly but kept my expression flat. "Hmm ..", said Ben softly. I looked at him but when Ben looked into my eyes too I immediately turned my face and took the blanket that fell. I grabbed Ben's hand and brought him inside the hut again, I took Ben's clothes that were scattered and cleaned the dust on his clothes and gave it to Ben who was just standing behind me. "Put your clothes on, if anyone sees you like that it will be a problem for me", I said while pointing to Ben's body. Ben immediately put on his clothes slowly as if enduring the pain, I know that's Ben is in pain but I just watched him quietly and pretended not to know what Ben was feeling. Ben didn't talk about what happened last night and just kept quiet following my orders as he always did. I thought that if Ben didn't bring it up then I wouldn't have to talk about it either and just consider it a mistake because I lost control during my rut. I looked around where the traces of last night's incident were still clearly visible, I walked to organize the fallen items and immediately cleaned up the traces of my activity with Ben, which was very intense last night. After I threw him out of the hut so I could clean the hut, Ben was still standing in the same place and didn't move at all. Ben just stood by the river quietly, I looked at his back from behind as if Ben didn't feel anything. Seeing hus still standing in the same place and his back still straight, I called him to invite him to go home. "Ben, let's go home!", I just called him and immediately walked away from him. I heard soft footsteps walking behind me, the sound of footsteps that were a little unfamiliar not like Ben's usual ones. I turned around and looked at Ben from top to bottom, I saw Ben's legs trembling while standing. Seeing that I feel heartless, Ben who usually always looks as a strong alpha in my eyes now changes as if Ben is the weakest person I've ever met so I can't bear to make him walk. I turned and squatted in front of Ben. "Get on," I say, looking up at Ben's face. "No need, young master," said Ben quietly. "Get on!!", I said commandingly. Ben used to obey my orders since before he became my bodyguard even though we were friends, Ben always relented and listened to me. Ben who always said good things to me even though his face was always flat made me comfortable and felt that I was valuable. Ben, who other people know with a flat face without emotion and never smiles, no one knows that his smile is actually the best I've ever seen, an innocent and honest smile from his heart even though it's been a long time I haven't seen him smile anymore but I still remember clearly the smile that he used to give me when I felt sad and depressed which made me rise from my slump and turned me into the me I am now. Ben always gives me support whatever I choose to do. Ben is now on my back, I carry him. I walked slowly so that Ben didn't feel the shaking too hard. Entering the residential area of ​​our pack, several people stared at us curiously. Not many people were outside their homes since it's still early in the morning, so not many saw us. The people in our herd know that I don't really like being greeted so that not many people dare to say hello to me. "Young master Tor", someone called me in a voice that was familiar to me. I turned around and saw that it was Uncle Marc. I returned his greeting with a smile on my lips, "Uncle, good morning". Uncle Marc is the head butler in our family, he has taken care of me and my younger brothers since childhood. I've seen Uncle Marc as part of my own family so I've always been gentle with him. "Ben, what's wrong?" Asked Uncle Marc as he walked over to me and Ben. As if I was afraid that what Ben and I was doing would be discovered by Uncle Marc, I immediately walked back away from Uncle Marc. I tried to keep my expression and said, "Ben fell down, I'll bring him back", I said quickly and without saying goodbye leaving uncle Marc looking confused. I walked so fast that I forgot if Ben would feel a jolt when I walked, Ben sighed softly in my ear which gave me goosebumps all over me. I quickly slowed down and asked Ben. "Are you okay, Ben?" I asked softly. Ben's warm breath on my neck made me shiver even more, the me who was still in my rut made Ben exhaling as if it was a strong temptation. "I'm fine, young master," Ben's voice was soft right in my ear. "s**t," I thought. I seemed unable to control myself any longer without realizing it, my uncontrollable pheromone come out until Ben who was right at my neck sighed loudly. "Ben, Sorry", I said quietly before breaking down my bedroom door and throwing Ben onto my bed. I don't know how many times I ate Ben that day that I knew when I woke up Ben was no longer beside me, only Ben's strong pheromone left in my room and blood spots on my bed.