My Alpha Partner

Chapter 1 : Take Him Back Part 1

• Tor •

I woke up from my sleep, I looked for Ben's figure beside me but I couldn't find him. I do not remember how long I fell asleep and how many days I spent with Ben in the room I only remember the me who ate Ben continuously without stopping until Ben was no longer catch up with me and become helpless, my rut took over me. I walked to the bathroom, I know that Ben is not in my room, only his pheromone is still left here. After taking a shower I left the room and walked to the kitchen, I felt like I had not eaten for days.

"Brother Tor, come eat with me", Kin's cheerful voice calling me make me surprised a little.

I saw Kin who was sitting at the dining table alone eating his food. Kin is wearing his school uniform, so I remember that I also have to go to school. I sat in front of Kin, but soon the voice of Uncle Marc greeting me made me startled. Somehow I became like a criminal hiding from the police, I was afraid that someone would catch me who had done a big mistake.

"Young master Tor, good morning. Are you awake? What would you like for breakfast? I'll prepare it," said Uncle Marc softly.

"Uncle, good morning. I just eat porridge like Kin", I said softly.

Kin who was eating looked at me awkwardly. After Uncle Marc went to get some porridge, Kin with his innocent face asked me quietly.

"Brother Tor, you haven't left your room for the last few days when I went to your room last night, I saw Brother Ben coming out of your room, being carried by Uncle Marc. Uncle Marc looks very worried. What happened to brother and Brother Ben? Why brother Ben looks very sick? ", asked Kin innocently, his face showed concern.

I became very worried and anxious, I was worried about Ben's situation and also I was afraid that Uncle Marc would report this incident to my father or if someone else knew about this incident. It is very strange for an alpha to spend his time with a fellow alpha especially a alpha male.

I looked at Kin and asked, "How many days have I not been out of my room?"

Kin replied, "Uncle said, you came home from hunting on Sunday morning so it's been 4 days since you haven't left the room."

Kin moved his hand and counted the days I didn't leave the room. So I haven't been out for 4 days now it's Thursday. Really crazy, I felt that I became a beast. I have to see how Ben is right now, I'm pretty sure Ben isn't well.

Uncle Marc walked while carrying porridge for me, with a little bow I ventured to ask uncle Marc about Ben.

"Uncle, eeh Ben .. How is he?", I asked, taking a bowl of porridge from the hands of uncle Marc.

Uncle Marc looked at me for a moment before saying, "You must have guessed how things are now, I have called the doctor for Ben."

I sighed, I have to meet Ben and see how he is. I feel very worried and feel guilty but on the other hand, I also feel afraid that this incident will become a big problem, especially for my father.

"Thank you, uncle. I'll see Ben after this", I said weakly.

"You better not meet Ben first, Ben left a message to me if the young master wants to see him I was asked to forbid you", said uncle Marc who looked frowned.

I stared silently at the porridge in front of me while occasionally playing with the spoon in my hand. Kin who was in front of me saw me and asked, "Brother Ben is sick? Can I meet him?".

Uncle Ben saw Kin and smiled, "Young master Kin, Brother Ben is sick so let him rest first".

Kin nodded his head in agreement with the words of uncle Marc. I finished my breakfast and returned to the room to change.

Our school and family company are in the city which is takes 2 hours by car from a village outside the forest where we live. Some members of the herd live in the village, as well as my brother Sig and I who spend more time living in the village and mingling with the village community.

Meanwhile, Kin only lives in our house in the middle of the forest with Uncle Marc and some members of the group because Kin has not been able to transform completely. There is a school that is built for werewolf children who have not been able to transform before they go to human school and mingle with humans. My own father lived mostly in the city close to the main company of our family and occasionally came home to see the situation of us and the herd.

The villagers know our family as a rich family who owns a large area of ​​forest area here and the owner of the factories, most of them whom work here. Some villagers who work directly under our family already know our family identity, but that's not a problem because the villagers here are arguably very isolated from the outside world and are still very traditional.

Even though uncle Marc said that Ben asked me not to see him first but I was very worried about his situation, so I decided to meet him after I came back from school and brought him some of his favorite foods. I was prepared if Ben punched me and scolded me or worse, he would get away from me. I've also prepared the words for Ben to forgive me and stay by my side like before. But when I came to Ben's house and tried to meet him, Ben's father who was also my father's bodyguard was at home and the one who met me. I think Uncle Copland knows it all, I feel so guilty and don't know what to say to him.

"Young master Tor, what's wrong? It's not like you to came here suddenly?" Said Uncle Copland, surprised to see me knocking on his door as if he didn't know what happened to me and Ben.

"Uncle, I want to see Ben," I said carefully.

I watched Uncle Copland's face, Uncle Copland looked a little sluggish and said to me, "I don't know what happened to Ben but this morning he called me and said he was going back to Canada to live with his mother, so I came back here immediately but when I arrived, Ben is not at home with his stuff ".

Uncle Copland stopped talking and sighed loudly. I, who heard it, was shocked. I thought that Ben would hate me but I don't think if he just left without a word to me. I feel like my heart is getting messed up. Just thinking that Ben hates me already makes me very nervous and messed up, I want to go to Ben and apologize for what I did to him but I don't know where Ben is now whether he's gone to Canada or not.

I was surprised when Uncle Copland tapped me on the shoulder and said, "Young master, in here you are the closest to Ben and you are always with Ben. Do you know what happened to Ben? Since Ben came to live with me, he seems quite happy to live here and never said he wanted to return to live with his mother. It's so sudden".

I don't know what to say, I'm just saying that I don't know what happened, "I don't know, uncle".

For a moment I lowered my head until I looked at Uncle Copland, whose face somehow looked different from Ben's but also look like Ben's, making me remember Ben's face from the few past night.

"Uncle, can you contact Ben and ask where he is now?", I asked quickly.

"The cellphone was not active after calling me this morning," said Uncle Copland.

I don't know what else to do, I decided to go back home first and think about what I will do after this. With Ben leaving honestly everything became easier, I just need to pretend it never happened and live my day as usual again and my messy feelings will be easier for me to handle as well as problems if other people know what happened between me and Ben, which is sure to cause trouble for me and dad would be easier to cover up if Ben wasn't here. But I also think about what really happened to me, why I was so attracted and seduced by Ben who is an alpha.

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I haven't heard from Ben for days, I've been trying to reach him but it's always been inactive. I've asked Uncle Marc to find out where Ben is but it doesn't work either. The only thing I got was information from Uncle Copland who said that Ben would return to Canada to live with his mother but when I asked Ben's mother's contact, uncle Copland said that since Ben left, Ben's mother could not be contacted even the house they live in Canada also empty since a few days ago. Now Ben and his mother disappeared as if they are had been swallowed by the earth. I'm getting more restless and worried, I want to see Ben soon.

After almost 2 months Ben disappeared, I could not arrange my heart as if Ben who disappeared had gone and he take my heart with him. I'm so worried, I want to hold Ben's hand, hug Ben into my arms and ask him to stay with me. Now I started to realize that what I feel for Ben is not feeling caring and liking for a friend but I care and like Ben because I really like him, Ben is the person I care about and I don't want him to leave my side.

I, who understood how I felt about Ben now, decided to talk to my father about my feelings and my decision on my relationship with Ben. For some reason, during these 2 months, I felt that my father actually knew what happened to Ben and I but he chose to remain silent. I'm sure dad knows for real where Ben is.

I walked in the office building of our family company, employees who saw me greeted me warmly. I was in front of the door to my father's room which was clearly marked with the words 'CEO's Room', I knocked on the door several times until my father's secretary who I used to meet opened the door and greeted me.

The people in the office already know me because I also help my father manage the company so that every few days I will come to work at the company and when I have school holidays I will work here every day. Father's secretary escorted me into my father's room which was inside. I saw my father from the glass wall was working in front of his computer. Father looked at me for a moment and looked back at his computer.

I went into dad's office and greeted him, "Dad, good afternoon. I want to talk".

Father got up from his chair and walked over to sit on the sofa, while I was still standing by the door.

"Sit down, don't keep standing. Do you want coffee?" Said the father quietly.

I finally walked to sit in front of dad, "No need".

My father who heard me just nodded his head slowly and sat back as if he was ready to hear me speak.

I started talking frankly even though I was very worried about dad's reaction after hearing it. I told him about the incident when I rut and my feelings for Ben. Father listened to me intently and occasionally responded curtly. I didn't see the shocked expression on my father in the slightest as if he already knew everything.

"I only wanted to ask you one thing, Tor", said my father seriously after all I wanted to say.

"Yes, father", I answered seriously too.

"You know the risk of your relationship with Ben, are you able to accept all the risks?" Asked my father seriously, looking at me.

I firmly replied, "Yes, I can do whatever it takes, because without Ben by my side I feel very devastated, father."

Hearing what I said, my father smiled and gave me a paper containing the address and phone number. Just looking at it I know that it must be Ben's residential address and phone number. As if my world was spinning again, I took the paper and smiled. Many times I thanked my father.

"You know the relationship between alpha and other alpha is very difficult, especially male alpha. You have to really give your whole life to Ben no matter what. It's hard not only for you or Ben but it's also hard for us, the parents", said my father, patting my shoulder.

I saw outside my father's room through the glass doors that Uncle Copland was standing looking at me. I thanked my dad again and said I was going to go get Ben to come back.

I came out of dad's room and greeted Uncle Copland, but uncle just bowed his head and then said, "Please take care of Ben".

"Sure, uncle. Thank you", I smiled and immediately I bid farewell to Uncle Copland.

I walked out of the building quickly, I called uncle Marc to order me a ticket to Canada as soon as possible and bring me my passport. I've worked out what to say to Ben and I'll show Ben that I really love him. I'll bring Ben back to my side.