I spend the rest of the day waiting for our movie night to happen while I was in the greenhouse. Ace was kind enough to bring me some new seeds that I wanted to plant and I also took care of my flowers. I tried to focus on anything else than Kieran but it proved impossible. I remember the night he brought me flowers when I explained to him why I loved hydrangeas so much. I still do not know if he meant his words. If he showed so much interest only to crush me down. If he ever truly loved me.
If my thoughts were not enough, I had Conan and other members of the staff coming almost every half an hour with gifts and more flowers in their hands. Everything was sent from Kieran with handwritten notes. Let's see.. I love you, Raina please let me explain, You are the only one, There is nobody els
