Chapter 1: Reminiscing
Love will find a way, and if you are really meant for each other, fate will meet you again.
They said, "The first time you felt love
is like a new world with everything in
it the same, it's just that one person and
one feeling that makes it different, it's
LOVE"
But what if you fell in love when is it too late?, out of time, no opportunity.Seeing and interacting with every day but when it ends those were the days, there love will develop, so nothing your choice is to move forward and go with the flow.
Do you believe in "First Love Never Dies?", to other people this is applicable, they experienced it, having the feeling of missing someone from the past who really made your world turned upside down that even some time has passed, some people no matter what you meet, it's still very different the feeling of "You're first loved"
But what if that person is different from everyone, hard to accept, hard to love, until the end, hard to find. But he still what your heart chose, you accepted him wholeheartedly.
They say "All people you meet one day,
have their own life challenges going through" Even the happiest ones people in the world have and there are hidden pain right?
Well, let's not be judgmental sometimes, let's learn to put ourselves in the situation of others, observe, listen and talk to them, you might discover the reason of their disproportionate actions or you might end up liking that person because of his strength and kind of mindset to avert life crises.
Looking back, reminiscing the past and the feelings back then makes me really happy in these hard times. I am a Professional Teacher, working in a private institution and waiting for some permanent opportunity in the government, then here I am, can't get over and always remembers the past, especially the happy days in my high school life.
So here's my story...
Year 2010 Start of the school year in Academy, in our fourth year we are in middle school, still I have the same circle of friends, a small one number is enough for me as long as it is true and helps me
"High school is one of the most memorable parts of your life" they said, it is when you can experience a roller coaster ride of emotions, it is when you meet different people with dreams and aspirations and of course let's admit, it is when we learn to love, may it be a teenage love or a love for real.
As teenagers with young minds, we got confused many times about what we feel, we know something is off but we still take the risk. That's the teenage love but pure feelings of a teenager who got stuck in love with someone who is completely different from others, a complete stranger with a very complicated life.
My grades are at the "average" level
so I didn't reach the cut-off grade
for the first section so went
I'm in the second section
And of course, the first day of class,
that's what I'm afraid of "Self
Introduction"
While others are introducing themselves, I am busy thinking about what I
can say
It's something that my teacher will appreciate and admire of my other classmates, although some of my classmates are getting along since first year.
Yes, I'm that kind of person, I like
I'm different and leading but deep
inside weak, scared, trembling
nervous and shy. I grew up in a family where most people are professionals, like the teachers,there are engineers, there are businessmen,
so as the eldest, the pressure is
really on me
Before I could even memorize
my strange self-introduction
There's a boy stood up from a
corner, at his voice, you will stop
really thinking, so I forgot
that's what I'm going to say.
"I am Carl, the class valedictorian"
Whaaaaaaaaat? Why? What
the class Valedictorian does in
second section?
I was embarrassed, I thought
that I had the best
self-introduction, "Your class
Valedictorian", My long speech was immediately upside down gosh.
And it's my turn, let's keep it simple
"I am Angela, I would have been the one with the highest grade if he wasn't in this section, but it's okay, I'm second."
Others are laughed, I could feel their feelings for me, well that's the truth. My average was missed by .10, so I ended up in this section.
Actually, I remember that time, I was super hungry from nervousness and shyness, at least I showed that I had confidence in class on the first day.
After the class valedictorian introduce himself,
those in the seats next to me whispered
"That's the son of principal", said the people next to me, they gossiping but with a very loud of
voice
"Ah, so maybe he has the guts to choose
any section" they said
These boys even beat girls in gossiping
"In fairness, he's really have a good look, rich, smart but shy and not social.
After that period, it's recess time...
While Mary and I were walking
(my cousin-bestfriend) out of
room, something seems not good
happening in the agriculture room.
the children were screaming, well me too
at that time I run fast to see what's going on
"Ma'am!,Ma'am!" A girl scream from there, she's panicking
the voice sounded like crying
We immediately went there to have a look. A man, lying on the floor and the other was standing as if he was going to retaliate a punch
As I looked at the man lying on the floor with a wound in the mouth, closed eyes and smiling as if wanting to insult that
one, he is not familiar to me and
he's wearing clothes different, and he's not wearing a uniform
The man stood up, noticeably that he was not with anyone, no one helps him, neither does anyone picked up his bag that had been thrown away.
He has a long legs, fit body and wearing loose clothes, and because piercing was still in popular then, there he has two in the right ear.
Fine hair with a little bangs hanging over her forehead, he's face very small, high nose bridge, seriously looks like Zach Efron an American actor
what about you?? Are there times that do you feel nostalgic?? The thought as if you want to return to past while you remember it with different emotions?
Adulting life is completely different, your mindset will be change, there's a lot of responsibilities, you need to be financially stable for yourself and your family, It completely different when we were young.
A week passed, nothing very strange happened, aside from the valedictorian which is in the second section? And that man lying with a bleeding in his mouth,but still cool. Include the bullies because in private school, young people did nothing but search for victimized, made to cry, humiliated,and will hurt.
One morning...
In our English subject
"Good Morning Class!, you have a new classmate, you can call him
"brother " since he is two years older than you" said Mrs.Alcantara our adviser
"Brother? Maybe he's a repeater," said my bully thoughts
A man entered, he came differently, his sharp eyes and sharp nose accompanied by his sharp chin, everything in him is perfectly done.
"O M G!" said the girl will pass out from romantic excitement
It was too late when I thought about it, apparently his get up is familiar.
"I am Paolo! Nice to meet you all"
"Is that everything you want to say?"
said Ma'am Alcantara
"Yes ma'am", he said
He suddenly looked at me like we have known each other for a long time, while he was walking he just looked at me OMG!
Oh, he was looking at the chair behind my back, that's the only vacancy
Girl you're so assuming