In The Clouds With Him

Ch 4 Unexpected Guest

As I walked back into the building, I couldn't help but think about the kiss Travis and I had shared. It made me feel things I had never felt before, even with Thomas. Now granted, I know I was new to the whole relationship thing, but something was different with Travis. He made me feel different and I liked it. I just needed to get my head straight and decide how this was going to go. I wouldn't cheat on Thomas and if I felt that things between Travis and I were going to get serious, then I would have to talk to Thomas.

" Girl, spill the gossip, I know you have got something to tell me!" exlaimed Monica. She looked at me like I had information to give her, which I did but I wasn't going to tell her everything because I wasn't sure about everything yet. " Well he took me out to a nice restaurant and was polite and charming. He seems interested in me, so I'm just going to keep it friendly right now." I told her.

"Well girl, if you don't want any of that, I will gladly take him off your hands, haha" she laughed at me. I just gave her a smirk. " But seriously Jillian, if the guy likes you, go for it. I'm telling you, long distance relationships are hard to keep up with and you've obviously attracted Mr. Sawyer's attention." She said as the teacher walked in. " I know, I've just got to talk to Thomas after classes and see where we stand before I go any further with Mr. Sawyer. I barely even know the guy." I said as the teacher started giving us information about what type of aircrafts we were going to be certified for and the studying we were going to have to do.

My first day could've not finished any quicker. I was so ready to get back to my room and just relax. I had to study different types of aircraft, so that I could fly on different ones since there were about 8 different kinds that AMA uses. I laid on my bed exhausted, Monica went to eat with a friend of hers from another class, so thankfully I had the room to myself for awhile.

As I laid there, there was a knock on my door. I wasn't expecting anybody but thought maybe it was someone looking for Monica. So I opened the door, not expecting to see Travis standing in front me.

" What are you doing here?" I asked in shock. "Coming to see you beautiful, why else would I be here?" he said as he stood in the doorway. He was dressed more casual than earlier, jeans and a polo this time but still the same look of a model. " Aren't you going to invite me in, or am I going to have to stand in this hallway all night?" he chuckled at me, licking his lips leaning up against the doorway.

" Sorry, come in" I replied as I moved out of his way, so he could come into my room as I quickly shut the door. His cologne was a low key sensual smell and I loved the way it smelled on him. He turned and looked at me and smiled. Then he moved closer to me and held onto my hips. He leaned down and said, " I've missed you Jill, I can't stop thinking about you. That's why I'm here." he said as he leaned forward and kissed my lips passionately. He grabbed my hair and pulled me closer to him, as I moaned into the kiss. My body was going crazy and I just didn't know how to react, except to just let him control me. It's like my body and mind were fighting against each other but my body was winning because I wanted this too.

After making out and Travis's hands roaming all over my body, we finally pulled apart to catch our breathe. He looked at me with a darkness in his eyes I had never seen before, but it didn't scare me it only intrigued me more.

"Wow, I don't think I can get enough of you" he said looking at me. " I know the feeling Travis but I need to be honest with you about everything before this goes any further. " I said as I walked past him to get a water bottle out of my mini fridge. I needed a drink to help clear my mind and how I was going to tell him how I felt. Travis followed me and sat down on the bed next me as I drank my water. " Whatever it is you want to tell me, I am all ears. " He replied, looking at me and then he grabbed my hand and started rubbing it.

" I have never had a boyfriend before, so I don't know how all the relationship thing works. My mom always had guys over that never treated her right, so I never looked to her for relationship advice. I feel things with you that I haven't ever felt and I like it but at the same time it scares me. You being the CEO of the company, doesn't help either because I don't want to be looked at, as someone who is with the boss." I said and waited for his reply after my speech.

" Jillian, I can understand where your coming from and I want you to know that I want to take care of you. I feel this connection with you and I want to get to know you better. I know me being the CEO is kind of a hindrance but I am not going to let that stop me. Please don't let it keep you from wanting me as well." he sighed.

I looked into his eyes and saw almost a different person, someone who is willing to take risks and not afraid to give up. " Okay, but we take it slow and I don't want everyone knowing until after I get my training done. So it will have to be secretive till then, is that ok?" I said hoping that what I said wouldn't make him mad. " Of course baby," he replied as he brought my face closer to his and kissed me gently. He leaned me back onto the bed and moved me closer to the headboard, never breaking the kiss. My body felt like it was on fire and I needed him to put the fire out. He continued to caress my hips and in between my legs as he started leaving small kisses on my neck. He continued further until he got to my shirt and I stopped him. He looked at me amused, and said " Right, take it slow." I looked and smiled at him and grabbed his arms to pull around me as his front was to my back and we just laid on the bed for awhile.

" Are you hungry? Do you want to get something to eat?" he whispered into my ear. " Yes, I would love that" as I turned toward his chest and started massaging it and then pecked him on the lips. " Ok, I know a great place not far from here. Are you ready to go?" " Yes, just give me a minute to use the bathroom and I'll be ready" I said as I got up and left him laying on the bed.

As I went to the bathroom, my phone vibrated in my pocket.

Thomas: Hey babe, how was the first day of classes? I didn't want to call since I wasn't sure when you were finished.

Jillian: It was a good day, kind of exhausting. I will call you in a bit.

Thomas: Okay babe talk to you soon.

Oh crap, now I've got to talk to Thomas and tell him how I feel. Oh why did you have to show up Travis to make me feel this way?! Maybe this is the reason why I never felt this way with Thomas is because, maybe it's not meant to be? I don't know but all I know is that I've got to get this figured out and quickly.