.~Arabella~
That was one of the hardest days of my entire twenty years. I kept tossing and turning unsure of my next move.
My body kept burning like fire when I covered myself and at the same time iced out when I uncovered. It was like even the weather was not on my side.
I woke up about ten times in the night. It was just impossible for me to have proper sleep.
It was more than impossible for me to have sleep with all that I had in my head. I made up my mind to go to work the next morning. Maybe that way I would be able to keep my mind off things.
Maybe I would see Jed again? The thought of seeing him got my heart pounding even more in my chest. I had a mixture of excitement and curiosity of seeing him.
Maybe seeing him would make me a bit fine? Or it would make me safe ? I just di
