~Arabella~ He said I matter to him ?? What the hell is wrong with this man? isn't he even ashamed after k********g me. But what the hell was he even gonna get from that kidnap... absolutely nothing. He only wants to traumatize me that is all. Imagine he had told me earlier that we were to go for a business trip. Poor me didn't know what was really going on in his head at all . This man is like a disease that came to destroy me completely. How the hell have I ever matter really? perhaps as his play thing, one that he wants to see at his misery all the time. One who is crawling back to him when I cannot do anything for myself So hearing the words of caring for me disgusts even more. For some time, the place felt unreal as I had those thoughts playing in my head. His words didn't ju

