Bully turns into a boy friend.

Welcome to my story, so everything starts in middle school, probably about 4th grade, it was 2 boys, they bullied me for who knows what reason? And I had this girl that I had thought was my best friend, but turns out she wasn't. So one day I brought my diary to school. I don't know why, but I did, and I had a crush on one of my and I I had a crush on my bully and I don't know why. Somehow I don't know how, but I'm pretty sure I know how where I got around that I liked one of my bullies, so he was bullying me. More but he was also flirting with me, but I didn't notice it and for some reason, his girl did not like me, so much said she was jealous of me, but I did not know if that was true or false so. Meet her was like friends, sometimes like off and on so one day I left because we were moving, I didn't tell him, but I was so happy to leave that school. Because the bully was skin on my nerves, the fake friend I had. I was when I school with his cool stuff, but then like a year no about 3 years later, I come back and were in like, I believe 8th grade. And I knew I was going back, but I did not know that that same boy, he was there, just not the other one, wasn't for that one bully, I like it was, but I had this thing where, if he was there, I was going to make his life a living hell, even though I'm a nice person, and I don't really think about that, but he made my life a living hell so I was going to do same for him. but he wasn't there the first day, so I first I was like, wow, he don't go here anymore, but a lot of people was still going there, even the fake friend that was talking about. But the next day, I came, I saw him, he was looking at me, but I wasn't looking at him, but on my corner of my eye, I could see him staring at me, and also girlfriend, was there too, so I was like, weird, and me, not knowing that they've been dating for that long. I'm looking like, wow, because the bully was kind of a player, so I was surprised, but we're gonna go with his name is EJ, EJ was the typical bully he plays basketball so. After the kind of eye contact. And then, like the hour, we had to switch classes. And I was the last one, because I was a clumsy girl. I dropped all my books on the floor, and what happened is, you help me pick them up, and me looking crazy, because my bully just helped me. I snatched the book and said, thanks, but you know, you didn't have to but he was like, I know, but I wanted to. And you like, what the heck, why is he not saying anything mean? And then I just roll my eyes and walk away. But before I can leave, he gets in the middle of a door. way let me mention no one was in the class, the teacher even went to the bathroom, and he was blocking the classroom door, so I couldn't get out. So I was like, excuse me, I need to go to my next class and he said no, not until I finish talking she was like, I'm sorry for what happened in 4th grade, but I want us to be friends, and I am so surprised in my head, like what the freak is going on bro, he said he want to be friends with me. Actually no, I'm not being friends with you bullied me for a whole year, for no apparent reason, why would I want to be friends with you, you said I know I understand that, but I'm sorry, I grew up, I'm not as foolish as I was, please forgive me, and I was like, I'll think about it. So then I push him out the way and go to my next class, but then again, I go to class, it was a documentary and I told her, I forgot I had to pee, so I will later I had to pee real bad so I ask you can I go to the bathroom but she do not like when people go into the bathroom in the middle of a documentary but she was like go ahead because I told her if she wouldn't give me permission I will just walk out myself because that's what my mom said and then she was like fine just go and I left and I go to the bathroom wash mans and stuff but then I come out all I know is I keep hinting to the freaking wall by my bully EJ EJ he was pretty close to my face and he was like so did you think about it and I was like you are definitely too close and he was like so answer my question I was like I guess we can be friends. And then I walk away, but he pulled it back to him and say, I wasn't done talking, and I pulled away from him. Do not. And I said, for one, don't call me like that. I'm not the little girl that you was bullying when we were little. And think he chuckles, and he say, I know. You changed a lot, but I want to know if you still had a little girl. Do you still cry I was my eyes annoyed by the question. Feels like he said go on answer the question. I said, no, and then I pull away ang go to class, so as I'm in class throws paper balls at me. They have notes on them, but I was in pain attention. He whispers my girlfriend hears and gets jealous, I ignore him. And he gets mad, him pull my hair, so I slap him really hard, everyone heard it, he gets mad but he also smirks and then a few hours later, class ends and it's lunch time, I sit by myself, because I like to be by myself, but his girlfriend let's call her Taylor and she and her friends sit next to me and Taylor said what do you think you do I say what do you mean Taylor say you know what the f**k I mean you trying to flirt with my man even tho he doesn't want you I say I'm not flirting with your so-called man he's talking to me I couldn't care less about your man Taylor say girl you know you want him