Return of Sarah

" Mrs Liam am sorry but we have to remove him from life support machine" The doctor said looking at me with pity eyes who said I want her pity I want my husband back with me.I stood there shock and speechless.What the f**k do they think they are?.who gave them the right to decide who live and who dies?. For goodness sake this is my husband she is talking about , father to my unborn baby.as long as he is still breathing there is no such thing is going to happen. "what do you mean" I ask doctor Lily with tears flowing like a river.My eyes were red with dark circles from all the crying and sleepless nights.it has been four months and there is no improvement. everyday I wake up hoping that he will open his eyes and talk to me. " am sorry but there is no improvement in his condition.its only getting worse his brain is dieing slowly and it is just a matter of time.we don't know if he will never wake up.we did out best as doctors. and the management have come to a decision that it is for you and your family best interest to not make him suffer any more." Dr Lily said still holding my husband fill in her hand.I look at my husband and then my baby bump. " baby did you hear that the doctor say that they want to kill your father.see he is still breathing" I said it out loud hands in my Tammy. " we are not kill him.We don't want him to suffer anymore" Lily said in her defense.nothing that comes out of her mouth can convince me otherwise for me her intention is to kill the love of my life and leave my baby fatherless. "as long as he is breathing he is still alive to me so nothing of such thing is happening. Am I not paying you enough all ready or do you want more money?" I snapped at her shouting without caring that I am in a hospital and I am disturbing the other. I took my check book and wrote god now what. I felt light headed it was like the oxygen didn't want to reach my brain. "please Mrs Liam come down it's is not good for you and the baby" Dr Lily said when I started feeling dizzy and lost my balance. she helped me sit down handing me a glass of water. " I will try and talk with the management to see if the can put on hold the remove of the machine for the next one month. if there will be no improvement I will have to remove it myself." she said once I was calm."Thank you" I said. I walk to the bed and hold Liam's hand.hoping he was hearing me and he was feeling my presence near him. " baby, you have to wake up. our little angle will be here soon and I want you to see it. baby it's only one month left please wake up. I love you so much wake up . I promise I will let you decide on the name, please wake up now" I tried to be strong for him and our unborn baby.but I can't Liam is my strength and my life how can I let him live me just like that. I gave him a kiss in the forehead and lie on his chest still holding his hand praying to God for to perform a miracle if not for me then for my child. it deserves to have it's father there with it a complete family if not a perfect on.