Choosing My Mate, My King

7. Letting it go

Aurora’s POV

The pack felt different, happy, and content. When I walked outside, I couldn’t help but smile. Everybody was here. Celebrating. I couldn’t feel prouder of my pack. I didn’t want this feeling to end. The respect that they showed me was different, it was more honest. They never saw me like this, I could feel some eyes maybe linger too long.

I was wearing a black dress with red details. It was tight-fitted and showed my body. Not that they never saw me naked when I shifted back from my wolf form, but this was different, now they could look.

“Hmm, can we let go now,” Nyx purred in my head.

I sat down next to the bonfire, next to Maya.

“Thank you, Luna Aurora, for letting me be part of that battle.” She smiled.

“You were great out there Maya, I saw you worked on your speed.”

The sound of a growl behind me stopped my trail of thoughts. I glanced back, meeting Gideon’s angered gaze.

“Why wasn’t I allowed to join the battle,” he said while making air quotes.

“I only brought our best warriors, you’re are not one of them,” I said with a shrug.

“You should let your aura out,” Nyx growled. “I want to see him whine like a little bitch.”

“That is bullshit,” he said while his anger rising higher, his claws forming.

“Calm yourself Gideon and sit down,” I tried my best to remain calm. I didn’t want my own pack members to fear me. Gideon was only seventeen, he didn’t know what he was doing.

“Never, I don’t see you as mine Lu…” I didn’t let him finish his sentence, revealing my aura and let it wash over him.

I rose to my feet, my eyes locked on his shivering body.

“Sit down,” I said with a hint of anger in my tone. When he wasn’t moving, I let out even more of my aura, feeling it rise up his legs, crushing him. He couldn’t hold on very much longer.

I felt others start backing off, I never showed my aura. Most of my pack members had never seen it before. I only wanted to hurt Gideon. Make him submit. He had to submit. I let out a little bit more. I could hear his heartbeat change like it was being crushed.

His body shook in agony. He fell to the ground. On his knees and hands. His forehead on the ground.

“Who am I to you Gideon?” Freeing more of my aura.

He lifted his head a bit and started coughing, blood coming out of his mouth.

“You’re my Luna, Luna Aurora,” he groaned.

I let my aura slide just a little bit, watching him whither, knowing he couldn’t take this much longer. If I would go any further, I could kill him.

I called my aura back and hid it again. I wanted my pack to respect me, not because of my aura, not because they feared me.

“Gideon look at me.” He looked up. Tears filled his eyes, his mouth and nose covered in red liquid.

“You’re stronger than you look. Don’t be late for training tomorrow.” I kept my face without emotion, surprised how long he endured.

He nodded, “yes Luna.”

Gideon got up and left the party. I looked around and sighed. I didn’t want to do this. But they knew it had to happen. He kept disrespecting me.

I noticed Garret and Lucas. Both with a smirk on their face. They made a little bow. I smiled back.

Garret holds up his glass. “To Luna Aurora.”

Everyone followed. All raising their glasses. Maya walked towards me with a glass of something strong. We always mixed everything just to get a little buzzed.

I lifted my glass up in the air. “Let’s party.”

I drank the whole glass in one go. Everyone cheered and did the same. I coughed a little and met Lucas piercing gaze. The corner of my lip tilted slightly, letting the feeling I had for his rise, unable to stop them.

Peeling my eyes away from him, I asked Maya. “Where can I get another one of these?”

She chuckled and handed hers. “Here take mine I will get another one.”

I winked. “Make it two.”

I drank her glass empty before she could return with the new one.

“Yes, we finally letting go a bit. Yes, baby,” Nyx cheered.

People were getting a little buzzed. I already finished the next concocting Maya gave me. It didn’t burn as much anymore. I wasn’t drunk. Just a nice buzz. I was dancing with Maya and Riley. I could feel some eyes on me. But nobody dared to make a move on me, I guess.

When we went out clubbing it was different, but that had mostly to do that there were a lot of humans there and they have no idea who I am. I felt a pair of hands on my waist. I liked the sensation it gave me. I turned around and saw it was Garret.

I was surprised, but it didn’t have to mean anything. We danced together. I didn’t know Garret could dance this good. I had the most fun I ever had in a long time. It was nice to see Garret like this.

“He is watching you know,” Nyx purred.

I snapped out of the moment I was in, I kept dancing but looked around. I saw Lucas looking at my van behind the bonfire. The fire made his gold eyes stand out even more. Axel was in control. I felt Nyx stirring in my head.

I wanted him, I wanted him near me. I stopped dancing with Garret and left him with Maya and Riley. He continued dancing with them. I walked over to the other side of the bonfire, but Lucas wasn’t there anymore. I looked around trying to find him. I tried to follow his scent; it led me into the packhouse. His sent was getting weaker. As if he wanted me to take the extra effort. I followed his scent upstairs into my bedroom. Or I thought. I couldn’t smell him anymore, I laughed and focused on finding his heartbeat.

It was a bit harder with this buzz. He grabbed me from behind, just before I could hear him. He turned me around and lifted me up, he grabbed my legs and placed them around his waist.

His hand wandered to my zipper, cautiously moving it down while our eyes remained locked.

He walked over to the bed, not daring to put me down and sat with me on his straddling him.

While leaning back, I let the dress fall of my shoulders and watched how Lucas eyes glimmered to Axel.

“Don’t push Lucas away Axel,” I whispered and he shivered beneath me.

His eyes slowly became light green again while his lips curled I leaned in, pressing y lips on his. With a slight fumble, he released the claps of my bra and I tossed it to the side, not wanting our lips to part.

My hard n*****s were rubbing against his shirt. I wanted to feel him, his skin, his warmth.

My arousal rose further, the sweet scent surrounding us. I couldn’t help myself and started grinding my hips against him. I felt his erection pressing between my legs, teasing my clit.

The moment my moan vibrated around his tong he tossed us around, moving his hips down.

I whimpered when he moved back, taking his time to take me in, his eyes wandering over my almost naked body. He rested on his knees and took out his shirt. I did the same thing he did seconds ago, drank him in. Looking at him in a new way, a way filled with lust and this building need.

It was like I was seeing him for the first time. He moved on top of me again kissing my neck, inhaling my scent. He took off his pants and boxers, tossing them away and I gasped when his hard c**k against my wet panties. He let one of his hands wander inside and my breath hitched when he pushed his finger between my folds.

He groaned in my ear, “All wet for me.”

I pulled his head out of my neck and kissed him. His lips molded perfectly around mine, and his tongue fought mine for dominance while he started playing with my sensitive bud.

My moans made his c**k twitch against me.

“I want to taste you,” he mumbled, crawling down.

He ripped my panties off and tossed them off the bed. I had never been touched like this before. He started kissing and nibbling at my thighs and moved up to my wet, throbbing folds. My breathing was getting heavier with every closer moving kiss.

The sensitive spot between my folds was pulsing in anticipation. I felt his warm wet tongue run across my entrance, as he licks a straight line toward my bud and started sucking it, I arched my back, and a breathy moan left my lips.

He pushed me down with his hand. He devoured me. Playing and sucking my bud, I needed more. With his other hand, he pressed his finger gently against my entrance. He let me relax before sliding his finger in. Another moan left my lips, he moved slowly, his finger in and out while sucking and playing with my bud. I was overwhelmed by this sensation I was feeling. I started shaking, He placed another finger in me, stretching me. He curved his fingers upwards. My moans were getting louder. I couldn’t stop myself. He was building up his pace.

My orgasm washed through me, a loud moan left my lips, and I grabbed Lucas’s head. My whole body is twitching. I didn’t want this to stop I wanted more. My lady parts were throbbing, he took his fingers out and flicks his tongue over my bud one last time, teasing me.

He started moving back up, he grazed his teeth on my hardened n*****s. I tugged him further up. His erection pressing against my sensitive wet folds. I needed his c**k inside me. He kissed me, forcing me to taste myself on his tongue.

Our lips parted and he met my gaze. “If I’m hurting you, stop me.”

I silently nodded. With his hand, he rubbed his c**k against my sensitive bud. A brief moan left my lip. I wanted more of him; I wanted him to fill me. Feel every inch of him. He pushed his member toward my entrance, pressing the tip in, gently. Giving me the time to adjust while I gasped and whimpered. He stilled, waiting for me and I nodded again. He thrust inside me, pushing through the pain. My back arched, tears brimmed my eyes and soon the sting of pain faded, and my arousal took over.

I placed my hands at his hips, in needed of more.

“f**k, Aurora.” He placed his head in my neck, kissing and grazing the marking spot.

A shiver ran through my entire body. He pulled his member a little bit back and gently trusted inside again. With every thrust, he picked up his pace. I moved my hips against him and wrapped my legs around him, wanting him to move deeper. I could feel my p***y clenching around his member.

“That’s it, Aurora, just keep moving.”

My entire body trembled from the pleasure. One of his hands snaked around my hips tugging them a up while his gentle thrust deepened.

“Stop holding back,” I said with a moan.

He gazed at me, and a smirk formed on his face, he pulled his member out of me and flipped me over. A squeal left my lips. He jerked my hips up and put me on my knees. He pressed his member at my entrance, I pushed back against his c**k, not being able to wait any longer.

He started thrusting again, I moved with him in sync. I wanted more; I wanted him to f**k me harder. His hands on both sides of my waist. He started thrusting harder and faster. I could hear his moans getting louder, it made my walls clench even more around his hard length. His grip on my waist got stronger. His claws teared through my skin. The feeling of pain and pleasure combined made my second orgasms ripple through me. My walls pulsated around his member soaked in my juices until he came.

I could feel his member twitching inside me, filling me with his load. My legs were shaking, my entire body was shaking. I let myself fall on the bed when Lucas took his member out me gently, I was sore and exhausted but felt amazing at the same time. Lucas walked toward the bathroom and came back with a warm cloth. He turned me on my back and parted my legs. I couldn’t move anymore.

He cleaned between my legs making a hiss leave my lips. He threw the cloth in the laundry basket and got in the bed. He pulled me closer. My body was still shaking but his sent calmed me. I felt he was uneased.

“What’s wrong?” I ask him. Did I do something wrong? I asked myself.

“It all happened so fast. I was caught up in it. I wasn’t wearing protection.”

I smiled at him. I understood his worry. “It’s okay, Lucas. I’m on birth control.”

The turmoil in his eyes vanished and he sighed in relief, however there was something else lingering beneath. Was it disappointment?