when he sat beside me
Chapter 1: The Boy by the Window
Lila James never believed in love stories.
At eighteen, she had one goal—graduate from Crestwood High with perfect grades and leave for university. No distractions. No heartbreak. No boys.
Especially not boys like Ethan Cole.
Ethan was her classmate. Quiet, annoyingly handsome, and always sitting by the window in the back of Literature class. He had messy dark hair, warm brown eyes, and a habit of staring outside like he carried secrets heavier than everyone else’s.
Lila had barely spoken to him.
Until one rainy Monday.
“Lila,” Mrs. Bennett announced, “you’ll be Ethan’s partner for the semester project.”
Lila nearly dropped her pen.
Ethan looked up from his notebook and gave her a lazy smile.
“Looks like we’re stuck together.”
And just like that, her peaceful life cracked.
Chapter 2: Forced Together
Their project was simple: write a presentation about classic romance novels.
The irony wasn’t lost on Lila.
Ethan came to her house after school every Thursday. At first, they barely talked.
“Your handwriting is terrifying,” he told her once.
“It’s neat.”
“It looks like a robot wrote it.”
She glared.
He laughed.
Slowly, the awkward silence became teasing. Teasing became conversations. Conversations became hours.
Lila discovered Ethan wasn’t arrogant like people assumed.
He loved old books.
He played guitar.
He secretly wrote poetry.
And he made terrible pancakes.
One evening while studying, the power went out during a storm.
The house fell dark.
Lila froze.
“I hate thunder,” she whispered.
She’d never admitted that to anyone.
Then she felt Ethan’s hand gently find hers.
“It’s okay,” he said softly. “I’m here.”
Her heart betrayed her.
It skipped.
Chapter 3: Almost Love
Soon, Ethan became part of her routine.
He saved her a seat in class.
Walked her home.
Bought her strawberry candy because he noticed it was her favorite.
Lila hated how much she looked for him.
Hated how her stomach flipped whenever he smiled.
And hated how every girl in school seemed to notice him too.
Especially Maya.
Beautiful. Confident. Popular.
When Lila saw Maya hugging Ethan after school one day, jealousy burned hot in her chest.
That night, she ignored his texts.
The next day, Ethan cornered her near the library.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“You’re lying.”
Lila crossed her arms. “Go talk to Maya.”
Ethan blinked… then laughed.
“That’s why you’re upset?”
She flushed. “I’m not upset.”
“Maya is my cousin.”
Silence.
Lila wanted the floor to swallow her.
Ethan stepped closer.
“So…” he murmured. “You were jealous?”
Her breathing stopped.
“I—”
“Good.”
Her eyes widened.
“Because I was jealous too.”
“Of who?”
“That guy from chemistry who keeps making you laugh.”
Lila whispered, “You noticed?”
“I notice everything about you.”
And then he kissed her.
Soft.
Careful.
Like he had wanted to for a long time.
Her first kiss tasted like rain and nervous laughter.
Chapter 4: Falling
Dating Ethan felt like stepping into sunlight.
He left tiny notes in her books.
Don’t forget to eat lunch.
You look cute when you’re angry.
Stop overthinking. Love, E.
He taught her guitar.
She helped him study.
They kissed on rooftops, in empty hallways, and under old oak trees.
For the first time, Lila let herself dream.
Maybe love wasn’t a distraction.
Maybe it was home.
Chapter 5: The Break
But love was never simple.
Ethan got accepted into a music academy in another city.
Lila got admitted into her dream university far away.
Different futures.
Different roads.
The night before graduation, they sat on the football field under stars.
“What if distance ruins this?” Lila asked.
Ethan was quiet.
Then he said the words she feared most.
“Maybe we should let each other go.”
Her heart shattered.
She nodded… even though every part of her wanted to scream.
They broke up that night.
And Lila cried harder than she ever had.
Chapter 6: Return
Three years later.
University changed Lila.
She became stronger, wiser, softer.
But she never forgot him.
One winter evening, she walked into a small café to escape the cold.
And froze.
A familiar voice was singing.
Ethan.
On stage.
Holding a guitar.
Older.
Broader shoulders.
Still heartbreakingly beautiful.
His eyes found hers in the crowd.
He stopped singing.
The entire café went silent.
Then he smiled.
That same smile.
After the performance, he walked straight to her.
“Hi, Lila.”
Her voice trembled. “Hi.”
They stood there, years of unfinished love between them.
Ethan exhaled shakily.
“I wrote every song about you.”
Her heart stumbled.
“I tried to move on,” he admitted. “I dated. I traveled. I pretended. But nobody ever felt like home.”
Lila’s eyes filled with tears.
“Then why did you let me go?”
“Because I was scared,” he whispered. “But I’m not anymore.”
Silence.
Then Lila laughed through tears.
“You still make terrible decisions.”
He grinned. “And terrible pancakes.”
She stepped closer.
“And I still love you.”
This kiss wasn’t soft.
It was hungry.
Desperate.
A reunion of two hearts that had waited too long.
Epilogue
A year later, Lila sat in their tiny apartment while Ethan burned breakfast.
Again.
She laughed as he cursed in the kitchen.
Some things never changed.
He walked over, kissed her forehead, and whispered:
“Still stuck with me.”
She smiled.
“Forever.”
The End. ❤️