second chance, first love

Justin Smith POV My name is Justin Smith. And I am 23 years old and a management student. There is nothing special in me ... I think but... It was 2026/01/08 I was normally sitting in my bed and using phone to scroll reels. I don't realize when I fall asleep. When I woke up I stretch my hand to grab a glass of water.. But what I get instead is a hot candle wax which was burning... I shout in pain Justin " ahh f**k what is that?" i look around to notice.. Or should I say realize that this is not my apartment room. What is this? Which place is this? Where am I ? Why am I? ... that's all the questions were running in my head but i took a deep breath and try to figure out something when I was thinking to do something then suddenly the door burst open and two figures peak inside the room They were cute little kids .. I guess both were twins they looks to similar.. Then behind them a tall, muscular, and fit perfect face guy come inside the room with those two kids. He asked in his cold, sharp and dominating voice "how are you feeling? Are you ok now? do you need any help with?" God I don't want to say this but this guy is giving me god damn vibe that he is perfect daddy material. Aham ... I mean a perfect husband or boyfriend material. ... I look at him and reply in soft yet confusing voice " I am ok.. But can you tell me who are you Mr handsome?" That man look at me like I said something funny or something bad don't know.. He was looking confused as well He replied " I am your husband Vincent Kingston". He pointed to those kids who were looking between us in confusion "they are our kids Lucas and Ivan ". I was shock"😲 I am married and you are my husband and I have two kids too Lucas and Ivan??" Vincent "yes" I questioned " but I am guy right?" look down at his pants and press a little to feel his little buddy "yes I am guy yes.." Vincent was looking at me weirdly maybe he was thinking what I was doing I questioned again" so are these kids are adopted?" I ask confusingly Vincent don't know why but he was looking furious. I don't realize what wrong did I say .... I said again " ohh I got it.. They are your first wife child right??" Vincent was angry as fuck Lucas maybe he was older then Ivan both were 6 years old maybe... he said in his cute voice " mama we are sorry we didn't mean to eat without your permission I am really sorry please forgive me.... Lucas and Ivan both get on their knees and bow to me I was shocked to see them like this and what are they saying they eat without my permission... And I am angry?? Lucas and Ivan both face was looking really sad and regretful I forward my hands to stop them .. but a strong grip hold my hands... That was Vincent he was holding my wrist really tightly that I started to feel pain .. he was looking angry and his voice come out as yelling "aren't you satisfied already after punishing them that you are going to hit them again?" I look at him surprisingly and then look at the kids who were closing there eyes.. Maybe scared of getting hit?.. I don't know why I feel uneasy after seeing their situation... how badly their mom treated them ?? I questioned myself Vincent after seeing me quite he tighten his grip on my wrist I hiss in pain 😖 "ahh~ please stop it's hurting" After hearing my words he loosen his grip but didn't let it go completely I look at kids and said in my soft voice not wanting to scare them "Lucas and Ivan get up" They both hesitate for a moment then get up I asked them come and sit beside me they both look at Vincent and then sit beside me Vincent was looking at me like if I do anything to hurt the kids he is ready to save them I asked Vincent to leave my hands And he did I asked him to go out for a moment.. I want to talk to Lucas and Ivan He wasn't ready to go but ... later he did ... And now in room there were only Lucas, Ivan and me.. They were looking scared. I asked in soft voice" Lucas can you tell me about yourself? Lucas was looking confused... of course he would be . If I am their mom then I said "I think I forget about you all so can you tell me about yourself and ... About me too?" Lucas and Ivan both look at each other than Ivan nodded after that Lucas started to tell me about himself and Ivan Lucas "mama I am Lucas, and he is Ivan. We both are 6 years old. And twins. Ivan can't speak since he was born. I nod then look at Ivan who was looking really cute like a girl. I chuckle 🤭  Lucas is the one with short hair And Ivan is with long hair. I can see clearly Ivan got his dad eyes.  I asked more about them … And how I used to behave with them. How is my relation with their father. Lucas "Dada loves us very much… But when he is out for work. You. You used to beat us" Lucas said this hesitatingly I was shocked after hearing his words... Their real mother I mean Maybe in which body I am right now... This body's owner used to beat his child. How cold-hearted their mother can be... I was so much angry. Lucas and Ivan both get scared after seeing my angry expression. So I quickly get normal and ask in soft voice. I asked "did I used to punish you for every little thing?" Lucas and Ivan nodded I sigh in frustration and with sympathy for them. I asked again "so with your father... Is there everything alright between us?" Lucas shook his head as no "Dada and you both used to fight... For us. Dada knew you don't love us ... And Dada used to protect us and after that you get angry and fight with Dada." Ohh god this person is so terrible 😔 I asked" did I hit you both yesterday as punishment?" Lucas was scared so do Ivan after hearing punishment word I asked softly "baby please tell me what I did to you both?" Lucas and Ivan both pull up their pants I was so shocked to see what happened to them. Their knees were covered in blood Lucas said "you punished us to kneel in sharp stones for two hours... If Dada hadn't come home that time ... I don't know for how many hours we had to stay like that in same position." A single tears Skipped from my eyes after seeing them like this. I don't know why, but I wanted to hug them and I did. I hugged them and started to cry. Lucas and Ivan at first they both were frozen maybe they don't know what to do next but after few seconds later they both hug me back Lucas "Mama please don't cry. We are not angry with you. I know that was our mistake. We are sorry." Ivan wiped my tears and shook his head as no "please don't cry mama." Ivan said that in sign language I know sign language a little. I learned it for my friend who was mute. I said"I am sorry my babies. I did a lot of horrible things to you. But I promise I will never hurt you again. I will love you." Lucas and Ivan pull back from hug. I thought they are not ready to forgive me. Or maybe they are finding my words as a lie. Lucas and Ivan look at each other eyes... maybe talking eyes to eyes then look at me then Lucas said "ok Mama we forgive you" Lucas"we lost our mom when we were just 1 months old. We have never felt motherly love. But after Dada married to you, we got mama. " I thought maybe that's why the owner of this body is not good with them because he is stepmother. But now I am here I am going to love them both. I promise to myself that I will give them everything they want, a mother's love, Everything. But first I have to treat their wounds. I am not perfect at bandaging, but I learned it a little. I asked" Lucas can you tell me where is mid-kit?" Lucas pointed to a table "ohh I see stay here I will bring it" I was about to stand but Ivan hold my hands Ivan"mama let me bring it for you. You are hurt. You should rest". He said in sign language Before I could stop him. Ivan went to table and took that mid-kit After that I bandage their wounds then make them lay down on bed and strictly told them to not walk, or it will hurt. They listen to me like good boys and stay there. When I open the room door there I saw ....