my life
This story is going to be mostly about Kelsey point a few for a little bet throw the book.
You ever think that when your broken and trying to get pass the harm able memories that goes throw your head all day and some days you feel normal other days you feel like giving up. While I’m sure you are thinking why you should care about my life or my story, like what it my life better then anyone else’s. I’m going to be honest my life was living hell I wanted to die most of the times. So just stop and think maybe if you read this story then maybe just maybe you can feel how I feel by understanding my story:
HI, my name is Kelsey Wolf, and I feel trapped I feel like I have no where to until until that very day, Just when you think your sweet and no one can ever hurt until one day one of your family members came in and started to touch me in my no no and it was when he started to put that big gross thing inside, that wasn’t the first time, second time you think your safe but then your uncle came into the room when your sleep and your parents are gone in a different provinces. You never forget it in in mind for life, makes you feel like your growing crazy the older you get until one day you forgive everything and move on and be coming someone better then what you thought, So if you don’t want to hear about my story then I guess I would say don’t continued reading
Based on true events…… or is it who knows.
But let me tell you story of my self:
Chapter 1:
Age 5:
I have long black hair; chubby child I have brown eyes I’m wear night grown that goes pass my toes it hard to walk in it wear I must lift it little bet to walk.
I hear yelling and screaming, I’m 5 years old my name is Kelsey and so I run towards the voices that are yelling sounds like mom and dad fighting again, it been getting loud a lot. So, I pick around the corner of the bedroom to see my parents in the living room music blasting my parents are drinking again. My mom stands about 5’4 and she has long black hair brown eyes and tan skin she native American very beautiful she has slim figure. my dad stands about 5’8 and with blond hair and blue eyes. They both facing each other yelling.
I hear crying, so I run to my little brother that 1 years old he has black hair and brown eyes he so cute and chubby, he has no cloths on his name is Mason, I picked my brother up our his crib, I started to changed my little brother’s diaper then put my brother on the bedroom matters while I sneaked into the kitchen to get bottle for my little brother, I came back to him, I had him laying on the mattress where my parents had two double beds pushed together matters on the floor no bedframes just matters. I feed Mason So, I keep hearing yelling, my 3-year-old little sister sandy got up looking like she been crying, she is wearing her purple onesie, she has brown hair and brown eyes she so tiny. I grabbed my mason, and my little sister brought them back to my room then was across from my parents’ bedroom. I had single bed on the floor, and we were just laying on the bed cuddling them and until finally they fell asleep. We are living in a 2-bedroom little house in small town, that has 600 population.
I see the sun shinning throw the window where I see my sibling still asleep, so I got up and sneak around the counter again to see my mom passed out on the couch and my dad in his bedroom. Long as I remember my parents haven’t slept in the same room since I can remember.
Everyone asleep so I went to the kitchen to make some breakfast for my sibling before they get up. I made toast and eggs cooked it in the microwave, I know I’m only 5 years old, but I know how to cook for my siblings.
After I was done making food, I feed my little brother and my little sitter ate their breakfast, then time I got my sibling dressed and ready for the day, then after they were in the living room watching cartoons while my mom was still sleeping. then I got ready for school,
My dad was up he had to go work this morning, time it 8:30 am, I got started to walk towards my aunties house to walk with my cousins to school. My house was around tress everywhere and there was pass across the street to take to my cousins. So, I started walking and it was a 2-minute walk. the Time, I got to school I walked into my kindergarten class.
Skipping the school day!!
Time my bell ran for class to over, I start cleaning the toys and the books I was looking at. Time, I got my bag and went outside I seen my mom and mason in his stroller and sandy seen me and she went running across the road to meet me, so I hugged sandy and kissed mason. The best part of some days when my mom always comes get me after school. Someday I be walking home, and my mom be drunk, and I be looking after mason and sandy most of the time.
Chapter 2:
Its finally the weekend and so me and my siblings and my parents are going to my uncle Nicks and aunties Sophies. Everyone drinking and having music playing me and my cousins and my little brother goes play outside my little sister having nap on the couch in the living room. I’m standing in the kitchen, and you seen the kitchen and the living room connected
After few hours of playing outside we hearing my mom yelling for us to come back inside, these days where I don’t have to look after my siblings, it so nice be kid.
We came into my aunties house and everyone eating and music playing.
After we ate, my parents told kids to go watch movie in the room of my aunties, so we put movie in the VCR. Then started watching beauty and the beast. Then we are hearing our family laughing and then sandy fell asleep, I went out to tell my mom then she came with me to her in my cousin’s room. Then I ran out into the kitchen listening to the grown ups talk and laugh then my cousin came home, he was drunk too, laughing with everyone, we started laugh then my parents told us to go back to aunties room, so we did then after while I didn’t remember falling asleep.
After while it was dark outside, and I felt someone carrying me into another room they put me down and then I thought they left but then I felt someone lay down beside me, I felt someone rubbing my back. I don’t know who it is but then I felt someone pulling my pants down I got up but then he pulled me down and told me to shut or he would kill me, and then I felt his pants come down then something started to hurt I started to cry but he had his hand still around my mouth. Then I felt a slap across my face, then it went dark.
I can see the light come throw the window I felt sore all over, then my mom came into the room to wake me up, but she seen my face bruised and she yelled at me and asked me who did it I didn’t know what to say so I said no one, Then my mom started to pull the blanket over me but I would let her then she yelled at me again saying don’t touch the blanket then she seen blood and my pants on she asked me who did it I said no one she keeps yelling until she got me dressed and then we went home. since then, I have heard of anything of that seen.
Chapter 3
I stayed home for couples’ weeks after what happened…. Then I found out my dad was leaving for 6 months to go work in another province, BC Canada. Then the day that my dad had left was the worse dad ever. Has the months passed I turned 7 and sandy is 5 and mason is 3. My dad messed our birthdays, but he always sends us gives every month. My mom wasn’t doing good she keeps having different men coming and going out of house. I asked mom one day who they are she said they, are my uncles. So, when she had different men home, I would block my bedroom door at night and have my siblings in the room make sure no one hurts them, I still remember that day since I was 5 years old like it was yesterday.
After year and half passed and I am 8 years old now. And I hear my parents on phone fighting and I hear my mom saying if ‘if you don’t come get me or the kids then don’t bother coming back. Then after while my mom seen me looking at her when she turned around when she was standing in the kitchen. Then she looked at me with big smile and said dad going to come get us in couple days to move. I got excited that my daddy was coming home I was always a daddy’s girl. My dad had teached me how to ride bike and drive fix cars. He was my hero being just little girl.
Chapter 4:
Age 9:
I remember after year that my parents got back together, and we moved across Canada to BC to live we lived in big city called Dawson, it was so nice and beautiful, but after while my parents started to fight and the yelling all over again. Until one day we went to family member in the city to stay with her, she had two kids with her, so me and my sibling went to stay with her then my mom hasn’t been while or even seen us since we went to the family member. And this family member was mean and always locked me in the basement and time I was 10 years old she would beat me and starve me and make sure I don’t tell anyone about what she doing to me. When I was going to school the teachers would see the bruises one body and I would say that I fell and that I have two siblings that I play with them. So, they never thought about it since.
Couple more months went by and I always see my dad every evening after he gets off work. My dad been working 12 hours, day on the oil rig. It my favourite to that I feel safe, and my siblings are happy. Then one day my auntie sat all me and my siblings on the couch in the living room and said get ready you’re to your hometown. Tonight, so I climb the stairs going up stairs went to the far hall to pack me and my sibling things to go back to our hometown. Time, we left we never got to say bye to our parents. After when went to our hometown it feels nice to be some place that you are now your home, but it doesn’t at the same time.
Chapter 5:
Few days after me and my siblings went with different family members I went with my great auntie. I remember that my cousin was at my great aunties, and we were playing out the bush throwing rocks at the river until it started getting late, we went back to our great aunties until my cousin asked if I wanted to come sleep over at her house, I said sure. My great auntie said yes too, so we went to my cousin’s house and watched movies and played with her toys in her room until her mom came into the room and said it was bedtime, so she told me to sleep in her room and then her and the my cousin little brother and my cousin dad sleeping in the living room. So, I went to put pjs on and when to my cousin’s mom room. Before I knew it, I was tired, and it was dark. Then I hear the bedroom door open and closed. Someone on the bed with me. I hear them rubbing someone hard that feels weird on my back. them the next thing know I have hand around my mouth I felt a hand around my throat, and it keeps getting dark. Then they guy loses he grab on my throat, and I feel my pants coming off I start to cry, and I start to fight back then I feel the hand around my throat again. Then it goes black.
I wake up the next morning with the sun starting to come I was sore to move. I cried quietly and felt gross and so I got dress, and I opened the door of the bedroom I can see it the last bedroom from the hallway, and I didn’t hear anyone up or hear any sound, so I snuck across the hallway to the front door. Then when I knew one no was coming around, I ran out the door closing it slowly behind me. Then I ran towards the woods where I feel the warm breeze on my face, I keep running until I couldn’t anymore. After while I heard water, it sounded like the river it still nice out for being the summer. I keep walking towards to the river with tears falling from my face. Where I finally got to the river and sat on rock just listening to the water flowing pass me. Then I pulled my knees up and just sat there started to cry and scream no one can hear over the river when the river roaring back at me I scream again. After while I finally calm down, I didn’t know how long I was for until I hear someone coming behind me it was my great auntie, she asked me why I was here and not home I had her worried, she tried to get mad at me, but I can tell in her eyes she was scared. So, I told her I was out playing and just forgot about the time she seen my face red and puffy I just told ger I got into fight with one of kids. I told her don’t worry about it I’m fine. then we went back to my great aunties. I went in and had showered to get this gross feeling on me. After I showered, I lay in bed and just fell into a dark sleep
I just started this book more to come.
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