Prophecy of Priestess and Seven Dragons Protector

What will happen if I didn't thrown up to this amazing world? Will I be on continuing my school year and live my life as everyone else did? What will happen if I didn't meet these protectors? They're all protected me from all dangers and enemies, hell they would have even taught me how to fight to defend myself against enemies and bullies. What if I'm not a destined person they had waited? Will they still protected me as they sworn to protected their destined priest? So many questions I had been thinking for these years since I had been stuck in this world, their world. But somehow it felt right like I was belonged with them here and I don't want to ever come back. Will they keep remembering me if I dissapeared suddenly from their sight? Will I be seeing them again in my world? It's not possible but I kept on wishing that I never be coming home. I don't want to be apart from them or him, I fear for our separate path. We are so different yet feel so right. He loves me and I love him. That's all what's matter right? But I keep hurting in my chest like I'm going to lose him from my sight and I hate feeling. I kept on crying each night, remembering if I ever coming home. Because I felt that this is my hometown, they're my family now, brothers who care, loving me as their sister. And I felt, I will see many bloods from upcoming bloody night. The dragon war, brother to brother fight, sister to sister fight, many lives will be loss and many tears will be shed. And I will be there watching their loss, cried and suffer. What will be left for me? I still remember how I first met these awesome mens. These 7 good looking man who had sworn to protected me from any dangers and all enemies we're facing. I still remember how I was scared when I first seen this world, I was so amazed with the view and I was most shocked but in good way, seen many dragons are flying around in the sky with so many variances of colors and different shapes of wings. They're explained as why I was sent to be in their world, it was not accidentally but it was done purposely intentionally for me crossover by two worlds. They knew I was from the earth non magical world, but they were told by old priestess about 5000 years dragon war. And in next 2 years is exactly the next 5000 years dragon war. And I was the chosen priestess, who reincarnated to earth so my powers are being locked and can unleash by priestess ritual that had been hold for many generations. I stunned by their explanations, tried to process the meaning of all this. But I'm not ready, I will never be ready, I mean look at me, just look at my body, is not exactly priestess ideal body. And I always felt stage fright, and never can dance to save my own life. How can they be expected me to hold hope and expectations from me. I was a chubby shortest girl in my age and clumsy not forget to mentioned I was the biggest nerd ever, I just hang around the library read lots of comics, manga, or novels. But when I came into their world, they're all saw me as sweet girl with one of them kept on staring at me with intense emotion and excitement in his eyes, I remembered how I was blushing hard and my face looked like a red apple, because when he stared at me like that,  I felt naked with his stared like eye raping me. I can still remember how we spent our lives together before the war happened. He approached me, introduced himself again with sheepish looks and little blush on his face. And the way he looked at me with so much love and fascination on his eyes. He asked me if he can accompanied me whatever I was had done with. We talked, laughed, he took my hair and tucked it behind my ear, I can still felt shivered with his skin touch. His hand felt so cold but in good way because my skin always felt warm and he said to me that I was breathtaking beautiful which I was flushed with my real looks my chubby looks. I felt ashamed with my fat body but he took my hands and said as if he knew what I was thinking as if he can read minds, that I never be fat on him, I'm perfect in my own way, beautiful on my inside looks not outside looks. And how he whispered many words that made my heart melted and I shuddered almost took moans in his words. Then day take by next day, month take by next month, our relationship grew stronger, closer, more intimate, sometimes he flirt with me, and I may or may not try to make him jealous with my closeness with other protector.  And then after 5 months, he asked me a date, on our very first date, he taken me to the secret hidden waterfall, which he told me this is his hide spot when he was young and he never took anyone or any girl where he told me he never dated or kissed anyone, guy or girl, so I was the only first and last person he will take in this very spot. The waterfall is so beautiful and with clear air to breathe, and clean water can be used as mirror cause of the cleaning water. He taken picnic basket with variations of food, sandwiches, fruits, burgers, pasta, a big bowl of lasagna, two bottles of juice. The conversation went good way, we laughed together, he flirts with me in my ear, and he asked me to kiss me and of course I said yes, and the sparks  is unlikely I felt with my old love, my jerk ex who tricked me into a play so he can impress the biggest school cheerleader leader. The kiss was undescribe, can't say with words, and it felt like heaven and then we both panting taking breath. And he kissed me again, and put our forehead together he just looked at me with desire but not lust. During my stay, I had learnt preparations for ritual to unleash my powers.  But so many to learn, made my body sore. And without I realized I had reduced my weight for 20 kilos. My protector told me  that I will lose weight when I will get my powers and learn to cultivate them. I excited hearing, and eager to learn more about everything from their world. The food are great delicious, the view are breathtaking, the villagers are kind, friendly  and hearth warming. No complaint for sure. Except for the prophecy they told me.