ALL I KNOW IS WHY

A simple soul, just like any other, pursuing dreams and passions with every ounce of my being, making love seems insignificant. I’m not perfect, I mess up, I make mistakes, and I don’t always get things right. But then, someone special enters the picture, and everything shifts. I can’t explain what happened, but her presence turned my world upside down. I suddenly felt this fierce desire to be better, to be strong enough to protect her, smart enough to handle whatever comes our way. I want to be the kind of person who’s worthy of her love, someone she can rely on and cherish. Yet, I’m left questioning everything. What does true love really mean? Is it showing your vulnerability and crying to prove you care and worry for someone? Is it striving for perfection, never making mistakes, to show you respect and value them? How do I measure up to the love I feel for someone? How do I reconcile my flaws with the depth of my feelings? I’m lost in this emotional chaos, trying to grasp what it means to completely love. ------------------------------------------ FRANCOE's POV/ *the alarm rings* I suddenly woke up by the extreme nervousness I felt as sweat continued to drip down my body, for the past seven days, I'm having a hard time sleeping, and it feels like there's a heavy feeling that I can't identify. "What these pain have to do with me" i said it in my mind with full of curiosity. "Goshhhhhhh!!!!!!!!" i scream while irritatedly got out of bed It's 6:30 in the morning and i need to get ready for school, i'm graduating senior high this year and i really want to be a lawyer someday, but sometimes i feel like i just want to sleep all day and play music. It's been 3 years since i move here in the City, to enroll and graduate in my dream school.I'm living alone here at Empor Casa, our mansion, while my sister is in Paris pursuing to be a Fashion Designer. *ring ring ring* someone is calling... I took my cellphone from the table and looked to see who was calling it's Runzei; "Hey bro watt zup" "Bro come to school early i need you" he said as if he's in big trouble, "i left my car at the Bar last night then my dad found out" he added as his voice trembled and seems to cry "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" (≧▽≦) i laughed out loud "What the hell are you doing Zei, I thought you were good at sneaking in HAHAHA" i said while gasping in ridicule "What should i do?! I can't live without my car wth" he said angrily "You can get through that don't worry" "I told my dad last night that i was with you" "W-w-what?!!" (･o･;) "At which bar did you leave your car?!, who were you with last night?!, why did you leave your car?!" i bombarded him with questions "Tssk! too many question, just come here at the cafe I'll wait you here" I ended up the call and went straight to the bathroom to take a quick bath, then i brush my teeth and suited up. "You have once again ruined my day Zei" i murmured to myself, extremely upset and irritated Annoyed, I took my car key and drove quickly to the cafe. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *GALAXY CAFE* "Bro I'm here" Runzei's shout caused me to turn around "What nonsense have you done this time?!" i yelled indignantly as I walked closer to him "Chill! Francoe, you want coffee?" "Tskk!! yeah of course! you know i'm so stressed out because of you !!!" "Ok sorry my bad" he replied modestly and seemingly conscientious then he called the waiter to order, "1 Caffe Latte and 2 Croissant please" "1 Caffe Latte and 2 Croissant sir noted" the waiter respond Our order has arrived and i finished eating it as if I had no one with me and only problems were on my mind. "Let's go" i broke into silence "Hurry up and I have something more important to do" i walked out of the cafe and went inside my car "W-w-wait" he exclaimed as he quickly sipped the coffee and run "Why are you in a hurry" yelling at me while finishing his croissant inside car "I need to go to school !! I still have things to fulfill bro unlike you! " Zei sighing.. "Why are you like that? you speak so badly to me" "Tskkk" "Ahhh maybe you forgot i'm your best friend?." sarcastically laughing Zei has been my true and only friend since childhood, whether in fun or pleasure, he's with me and I'm with him in everything we do. We don't keep any secrets from one another and we treat each other as true brothers and yes it's my biggest flex that i have a friend like him.(/^-^(^ ^*)/ "And don't worry daddy will take care of your prof so you can be absent now" his smile is so great that you think he has already recovered from the persecution he gave me His dad was one of the most influential personality in the Linne International School (LIS) the school I go to.I can't blame him for behaving like that as if his life seemed to have no purpose because he can get all he wanted in just one snap, his family spoil him in everything. Runzei come's from a very well-known family so even if he does not finish school he can still live luxuriously. "All of your prof's Presentations and lessons will be delivered to you via drive" I look at him and smirk "Ohh you're the best man" high five (◠‿・)—☆ Then i begun to turn on the music (THE LAZY SONG PLAYING) *Today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed Don't feel like picking up my phone So leave a message at the tone Cus today I swear I'm not doing anything I'm gonna kick my feet up and stare at the fan Turn the TV on Throw my hand in my pants Nobodys gon' tell me I can't I'll be lying on the couch just chillin in my snuggie Click to MTV so they can teach me how to dougie Cus in my castle I'm the freakin man Oh Oh We jump and dance and vibe inside the car Zei suddenly opened the window and loudly sang outside Yes I said it I said it I said it cus I can were just singing and laughing and i didn't realize that we're already In front of the bar. "Hey bro we're here" I slapped him and suddenly turned off the music "Holy cow Fucky*u bro!!" he hollered then got out of the car and left I merely laughed and followed him into the bar. The bar was still closed, so Runzei simply knocked to see if anyone was inside... "Hello, we are not open yet" a woman's loud response from inside walking towards us "What do they need?" her humble response after opening the door "I left my car here last night so i went here to pick it up but it doesn't seem to be here now" While Zei was talking to the staff, I walked around the bar to see what made this place so special; why do most of the wealthy people come here? Many rare and expensive plants as well as paintings adorn the interior and exterior of the place. I was about to go back but there is this one painting that really piqued my attention i walked closer to it Zei shouted at me "Hey bro, what you doin?" coming forward into me "Let's go! we need to go somewhere" "To where again?!" "Just come along" he instantly grabbed my key "I'm going to drive" quickly walked away "Wtf! Hey wait for me" i ran to follow him ------------------------------------------ RUNZEI's POV/ "I will give you our site address, the supervisor ordered to move your car there" she said as he wrote the address on a small piece of paper "Are you really sure?!" i quickly ask i took the paper she was holding out "Confirm sir, your car was there" "Hayyst so annoying" i whispered to myself "Ok thanks" i replied then turned around and walked out When I came out, I noticed Francoe approaching a painting "Hey bro, what you doin?" i went up to him "Let's go! we need to go somewhere" "To where again?!" "Just come along" i grabbed his key and went straight into his car "Wtf! Hey wait for me" he shouted Francoe enter and i was about to start the car when i eventually think of Lix, one of my friend. "Ooooh here you are Lix HAHAHAAH" my happy conv mood returned I took my cp out from my pocket and started texting Lix "Yesss HAHAHAHAH now I have nothing more to think about" "Why? Who's that?!" he was dumbfounded "Friend of mine, i'll just send him there to get my car" "ok" he suddenly came out *shouted* "You stupid! where you goin'?!" then he open the door next to me "Get out, i'm going to drive! " "Ok chill" i exited FRANCOE's POV/ I started driving and went back to my condo, in my free time now, I just want to read and relax " Nah bro, i assumed you'd drive me back home" he laughed simultaneously "Hell no! why should I drive you home, call your driver and ask to bring you another car!" "Oh yeah" his simply arrogant response "Just get lost tskk" i said and just lay down on the bed to rest *yawning* "Damn!, why do i feel so exhausted" i said to myself with my eyes closed *sleeeeeping* It's 7:00 in the evening and i was suddenly woke up, i can't think of anything good to do so i called Zei to ask him to have a drink at the bar we went to earlier.. *Calling him* "Oh" he said as each of his chews sounded "Did you get your car?" "Yah why" "Stop eating, let's have a drink at the bar" "Nah! let me finish this one." "You don't wanna come?" i ask and pretend to be angry "Ok i got to go" I happen to end the call "Nah nah I'm coming wait for me there" he instantly said in hurry before he turn off the call Right you're extremely approachable HAHAH, i said in my mind's eye After 1 hour: I took a bath and got ready before he could come here And there he is, i loudly here his car "Oh wow bro you look strange with your suits tonight" (・o・) he was so amaze at how i was prepare for tonight "Let's go, the Dalmore is waiting for me" "God damn i like your energy tonight HAHAHAH" he said while laughing in excitement I just kept quiet until i got in my car then i started my engine. When i looked around i didn't realize that Zei had already left.. While driving, I acknowledged that it is undeniable that me including Zei using each of our McLaren MP4-12Cs is heavenly captivating and hot when we arrived at the bar at the very right timing, as i expected everyone was staring at us like we're from other world, i got out of my car with too much confident that i had that appearance which could make me stand out in the crowd not until..... Someone caught my attention..... A girl with long curly brown hair dressed in mini skirt and sweatshirt, about 5'6" tall, entered into the bar. "I thought I had everyone's attention here, but this girl didn't bother to look at me" i said softly to myself I came to my senses when Zei abruptly tapped me "Let's go", he then handed me the VIP card Just after Zei and I stepped in to the crowd, the world of people inside seemed to be stuck "Goshhhh" "I think I'm about to fall in love" "The guy with the black shirt please be mine" "He looks like Hero Tiffin" "They are perfect" (๑♡⌓♡๑)♡(> ਊ I overheard some of the women in the bar sayings, i just smile back and continue to walk "It feels great here", Zei said while giving butterflies in all the ladies we've pass by When we got to the third floor, the bar stewards greeted us right away. "Good Evening Sir ! I'm Timothy from Lav Avana 1904, Can i get your order sir" "Dalmore for me" i said right away, i think i crave this more than anything "The same with me" Zei said "Ok sir, I'll be right back" he bowed and left "I'm so at peace right now" I said calmly as I closed my eyes and felt the cool breeze caress my skin "The view, the place it seems so perfect i really appreciate the calmness at this area" i added while smiling (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ) "I agree.... even the girls here are so perfect" he responds while laughing at his own foolishness "How did you know thi......." i abruptly paused what I was saying when the girl I had seen earlier in front of the bar grabbed my attention "H-hey" he yelled at me and looked behind him to see who I was looking at The silence between us was disrupted when our order arrived "Who are you looking at???" Zei immediately asked "I just saw something familiar" "Huh?! Who??" he kept on asking "Nevermind.. let's just drink and enjoy the scenery" I couldn't take my gaze away from the girl in front of me, she appeared to be so captivating even with her simple attire however, I could see in her eyes that she was hiding a personal struggle "What a life" *sighing* "I heard your sister from Paris will be back here in three months?", Zei asked "Who told you that?!" I asked while drinking "Nobody told me she'd be back in three months" "I also communicate with your sister sometimes and we unintentionally discussed her come back, see why I knew she was coming home", he explained "Ah see...It hasn't been mentioned to me yet" Two hours passed after a lengthy conversation i must say that I'm a bit drunk "Bro..wait me here, i'll just go somewhere for a moment" He hurriedly stood up, pretend to walk straight and began the drunken gesture while laughing "You're really embarrassing when you're drunk" i start smirking I suddenly remembered the girl in front of me, and when I looked at her, she happened to be very drunk and................. crying? I couldn't see it because I was a bit dizzy and drunk, so I sat in the empty seat next to her "W-who are you?" she immediately wiped her eyes full of tears "Are you okay?" i asked worriedly "Ah y-yes" she gently responded to me "If you need someone to talk to, i'm here..............you are not alone", "nah, i don't even know you" she sighed heavily "Oh, so want me to introduce myself to you?" i said while just looking into her eyes after a minute, she spoke "Why life is so unfair? Why can't i make decisions for my own lives?" "I feel so lost, i feel behind, i feel like I'm tied down.... idk but i feel so alone in my head right now" she continued with her choppy breathing then she took a swig from the bottle of wine in front of her "Just cry it out, it's okay not to be okay sometimes" i said trying to make her feel better i want to gently tap her back, but I don't want to startle her "I never wanted to live like this..." "I'm here with y--" i didn't finish what i was going to say when she unexpectedly spoke.. "I wish i have someone" finally, her tears slowly drop, flowing down to her red lips she looked at me straight through my eyes as our faces got closer, I could feel the warmth of her breath, and it felt like electricity flowed through my veins Her last words, when her head suddenly fell on my chest, shocked me.. I was astounded by the inches away of our lips, leaving me lost in her gaze When I observed her face, I am literally overwhelmed by the depth and beauty of her eyes "Never imagined there could be someone as beautiful as my favorite flower" i murmured softly then i let her rest on my chest while watching at the blanket of stars that stretched.....to infinity.