Bring the Mafia King Home

Home. I wonder if someone find peace in the vengeful heart. I wonder if a distress person find healing. Those who were chasing the darkness can find light as they wander. I wonder those who fell find comfort. I wonder those who are lost find a home as they were in the field of darkness? I mean, we escape to escape from what behind us, or running from the past that has been always been haunting us or even wanted to change the present.... some not wanting to embrace. There are a lot of reasons why people escape and run away. Some run away because death is chasing them, some run away because they want to hide from the debtors, some because they want to hide cuz they were the suspect or they are wanted and some hide because she's the mistress. Some wanted to change the past, and some wanted to escape the past and some because doesn't want to embrace their life. We want to leave for some reason. We are finding a place where it could be a the safest place where we feel so much about ourself. Where we could feel so home...where we could freely live. I wanted to leave because I want to change my life. I want to find the home or even build the home for myself. The moment my mother died that's I realize that the home just fell apart, those broken pieces were inside of me. It's okay as long it's not it does not hurt so bad, as long as we can hold the pain. We were always be that person who doesn't complain about pain. This pain is not worse so it's okay. It's fine. We let it bleed because it does not hurt, worse until we notice that it it's not bleeding anymore. We thought it did not hurt but we did not notice that there's nothing to bleed because we just lost it all. I'm done. I decided to leave, and like how the glass was filled with water, like how our anger was push to its limit. But how can I leave? I was surrounded by the sea. Tita Mildred was right. How can i leave? It's no less than three minutes I will just drown myself from the thick and heavy waves. I was fighting, running and beating those millions of human sperm cells and I won. My life would be no worth it if I just let the waves drown me that easily. I was hoping for a miracle to pull me away but my plan backfire when I saw someone laying lifeless near the sea. I place my head to his chest, and hear his heart starts to beat. I was hoping for a miracle. I need saving but I never thought during my lowest time I have to save someone. That's the first time I met him. I never thought that I saved the life of a Mafia's boss. I never thought and never occurred to my life that I would hear the Mafia's heartbeat. And, I never thought that I'm gonna use the gun to point it to his heart. Pointing gun to Gun. "Put down your gun." I said seriously. "Raise your hand, and don't move."