Loyalty is standing with that person no matter what would happen. From the scariest, deadliest, the most painful situation and trials you chose to be there... to stick with that person. Even though you are aware that following them and going the road with then would not allow you to travel down a path that would be a promising road, and you chose to stay.
Despite the flaws, disagreements, and most repulsive things, you want to be there with them and stay there. Being loyal is sticking with someone even when it's not necessary. And instead of running away, you decide to remain still and make an effort to listen the good things. The good things about them.
I wanted to convince myself that the reason I stayed was that I didn't have a place to hide or someone to cover my expenses. Although
