I was saved from my "thinking night" by Carrie. We spoke a lot and didn't stop until we both yawned. We both did not stopped unless we can't clearly open our eye.
I'm glad I dozed off as soon as I got into bed. I feel like if without Carrie, I don't know what will I do. I'm gonna go nuts thinking about them, about what ifs and more. I'm gonna be have insomnia thinking about him.
I really hope that Gun will do his best to save his life, and get home safely. It was insane of me to worry in this way. I don't have the right but my heart doesn't think it is right. It's a feeling that need to be felt.
In the dead of night, I suddenly woke up. It was too dark as I turned to look around. The lights are off. I glance to the other bed, Carrie was sleeping peacefully. Carrie wants to sleep when
