I've been so stressed lately. I couldn't even focus to the lesson. I did not even go home for two weeks. I was staying only in the dorm. I don't want to believe it, but in my heart I know that Agatha is not bluffing. She proved it that she's right. I know she wouldn't go here to spread some lies, if it was a lie then I won't believe it but... I heard Carrie's stories before her. Agatha revelation seems to fit in in Carrie's stories. That's why I don't want to go home, and don't want to see them. I feel like I'm going to cry or flinch if they will go near at me. I'm even hating my self and my existence, and how much more if I would see them. I don't want to believe her. How can I be that woman? A daughter of a kidnapper? I'm just the daughter of a man, a weak man who run away because

