Gabriel is away all week and I’m missing him terribly. Yet again I don’t even know where he’s gone, he’s always so vague with the details about his work trips and I can’t help but be suspicious as a result. Things between us are better than ever, but there’s a part of me that still doesn’t trust him fully. I know the only way to gain peace of mind is to find and visit his apartment in the city. It’s the one place I’ve never been allowed to go and I’m sure there’s a reason for that. I head up to his office because I figure that’s the most likely place I’ll find any information. I search all the drawers of his desk, but find nothing other than stationary, an empty address book and some papers for the cottage. It’s not a surprise, I’m sure he keeps anything he doesn’t want me to find in t

