It has been days since I haven’t seen Abel. I have heard that he came with Cassius to find someone but I don’t have any idea where he went. He went to me one day uninformed and just told me that he will be leaving. After that, he just left in a hurry while here, I am still waiting for his return. Even though our relationship with my parents hasn’t been approved yet, I still decided to be in a relationship with him. My parents…my father to be exact, well, he raised me to be a Queen that is why he might not approve of this relationship. He is strict about making me one to the point that I never even did anything but learns all the things that a Queen might need to aide his husband the King. He has high expectations from me but I don’t want to be a Queen and love in a loveless marriage. Al

