Lost In Love

Olivia pov: my name i Olivia and i an 17 years old and i live in New York city, i would say i have a pretty normal life except for the fact that I was taught at a young age that nobody was going to be there for me and take care of me, so at the age of 10 i had to learn to do everything on my own and to keep my emotions to my self... It wasn't always like that it only started happening when my dad left my mom for his assistant, and from that day on my mom started to lose her self and me along with her. it wasn't bad at first... my mom still tried to take care of me, she still cooked and, cleaned around the house but she would go out at nights and come home black out drunk. from there it started to to get worse everyday. she stopped cooking, cleaning, soon she started screaming at me when i did the smallest things. when i turned 16 she found out that my dad had married the woman he left my mom for, so she took it out on me. she would throw things at me, slap me, punch me, and even go as for as to shoving me out of the house in the freezing could wearing nothing but shorts and a tank top, and she wouldn't let me back in for hours. on my 17th birthday i just snapped, i couldn't take her hurting me anymore so i fought back this time and told her i was leaving. and thats exactly what i did, i packed my things, got my money from its hiding spot and walked out the front door. it was mid day and i didn't have anywhere to go, i just ran as far away as i could and when i stopped i found myself in the city with all the tall buildings towering over me. i have been holding my feelings in for 7 years because i never had anyone to talk to, and as soon as i stopped running the only thing i could do was cry. i just couldn't take life anymore, and the only thing i could think of was why am i here, no one wants me no one will ever want me, i mean i have no home, no friends and, no family so whats the point...... i was brought out of my thoughts when i heard what sounded like a loud growl. i looked up from where i was but nobody was there. i went to turn around when all of a sudden i ran into something.... more like someone, thats when i looked up and saw not one but two people... they were twins, i took everything in me to stop staring at their body, but damn was it hard. they had on matching suits that clung to their skin in the exact right places, you could tell they had muscle, their hair was almost a black and it looked like they have been running their fingers through it all day and, their eyes.... their eyes where the only way you could tell them apart, one had the lightest icee blue eyes i have ever seen and the other had a darker shade of blue but still just as sexy. and their skin was flawless, they weren't fair but they weren't tan either it was right in the middle. and with a soft but sharp jaw line the could cut you if you touch them. i was cut out of my gaze when i heard what seemed to be another growl come from the both but along with the growl was a faint whisper of the word mine...... hold up.... are they talking to me, i looked behind me just to make sure it was me that said mine to and sure enough.. it was me. i looked back at them with wide eyes as they where much closer than before. i tried to step back but one of them grabbed my wrist and puled me to his chest and the other one went behind me sandwiching my in-between them. i didn't know what to think or say so all i did was stand there, that is until one of them started to kiss my neck. then tried to push them away.... key word, tried but they didn't move. after what felt like hours but was only a few minutes they stepped away and started to drag me to their car. to my surprise they weren't being rough with me, it was as if they didn't want to even hurt a single hair on my body. but before i could object i was already in the car and they where by my side and told the driver to take us home. yes i could have at least tried to stop them but it was like my body decided to stop working and i wouldn't move no matter what i did. the whole ride the their home all i could think about was what the f**k is happening? why the f**k did this happen to me? why the f**k did no one stop them? hell if i saw a girl getting drug away by two huge guys i wouldn't stop them either, i would be to afraid they would kill me for stoping them. i guess i'm on my own now just like its always been. alone with no one to get me out of this mess.