Half Way In Invisible

Have you ever felt like your invisible? I do I have always been an outcast even to my family I rather be left alone. People don't understand me so people think im weird and dont wont to talk to me ,and the friends I do have feel like they are keeping stuff frome me and when I call them out on it they Ignore me or try and change the subject I love my friends they treat be better then my own family all we been talking about is going back to school together hoping that we have most of our classes together. Ladies when are we going back to school, mel one of my friends says lets go a week before school starts shopping.A week go past and were at the mall we have been in about 15 stores tiff my other friends say please let stop and eat im starving , We all laugh "thats all you ever think about mel says. We eat and hit up a couple a more stores then leave were exhausted and happy to be leaving .Its the first day of sophomore year and Gabriela is excited she loves meeting new people and ahe loves school shes a stright A student and school is her getaway.....Gabi come down for breakfast or going to be late for your first day of school my mom yells up to my room mom im coming getting out of the shower.I put on some all black cut up jean with with a oversized sweater and my black Dr.martan boots black is one of my favorite colors so I make my down the stairs to eat before my mom comes up and get me.See my mom is the best she tiny my she is not to be messed my parents has always been together and everday I felt like they would fall in love more and more with each other thata all I remember thats all I grow up seening and thats all I wonted.My dad treat my mom like a queen and my mom treated him like a king I won't that type of love but how soon will I find it?