The picnic setup

HOPE POV. It was 2014 December when I met the guy he was my cousin friend I just looked at him and he became my crush, just like that I know this is embarrassing but then love at the first sight does exist. His name was Samuel and we dated, planned our future together and when I thought Im willing to lose it just for him, he disappointed me in a crucial way that no one could ever think of. I was visiting in my hometown that is the best thing that happens each an every year, I enjoy being there, bonding with my mother's sibling and my cousins its just so amazing. My name is Hope let me take you in to my journey of life. Hope : I know I am 15 years old but he charmed me, He might not be your ideal guy but he really impressed me. I love how short and dark he is, I love his smile, his sense of humor and mostly I love how the he walks. Tasha: (laughing) you must be crazy that guy is 19 years old, and looking at your body you are chubby and he's not into chubby girl. Hope: Whatever bbes. Tasha: Yeah whatever. End of Flashbacks. ** I am now 22 years old, I am all grown. Sometimes when I look at my past I become ashamed of how I used to change myself just to fit in. I am an introvet, I am smart, I am beautiful, I am still chubby and proud.** Hope: What I experienced might be something small in someones eyes but to me it was.... anyways lets stop with all this depressing stories and help me with this stuff, I need to setup a romantic picnic for pretty. Precious: You know I'm tired of helping you in this business of yours, I just need to do me and stop helping you. I wasn't born to help you all the time you need to find someone who is willing to be your assistants because im tired. Hope: I know that you are not my assistant and I will try by all means to get an assistance before next week. Precious: Try harder bbes, I also have things to do. * Ever since this business started having more customers, Precious and I we are absolutely drifting apart, we are no longer the way we used to be im even ignoring the fact that she might be jealous of my new achievements. I stared this business because it was the only idea I had. she supported at first but now she no longer cares. Tomorrow we are celebrating Hope's picnics its turning a year. im so excited, I will just ignore Precious negative energy and do what I have to do. Im even thinking of buying my new apartment I'm tired of begging Precious. *** An hour later we were done setting the picnic we decided on grabbing some lunch. Well Precious has a little baby boy at some point I was tempted because My ex told me that we can't be together anymore because he got someone, few week after that incident Precious told me that she was pregnant when I asked about her baby daddy she wasn't entertaining me. me: Precious who's your baby daddy I know you are not comfortable talking about the baby thing with me but I am your friend I need to know when you need help so that I can help you. Precious: Hope just stop pretending, I know very well that you don't give a damn about me and my babby so please stop with your fake concern. me: What are you talking about Precious, you are my friend, a sister from another mother. Precious: stop all that s***t, you were never my friend the only thing that made close to you was Samuel. I love him and he loves me, you were an additional, actually a distraction in our relationship and that boy, I mean the one I gave birth to is Samuel child, sorry for letting you think that we could be best friend.