Don't leave, please

chapter 2

Alyssa.

After talking to Scott telling him I

wasn't coming on time was

actually funny, I was lying to him.

I wanted to surprise him, I knew he

hasn't eaten anything that morning

he couldn't even cook to save himself

so I was going to make him some

thing to eat. so I wanted it to be a

surprise.

When i parked in front of his house,

I had this very strange feeling in

my guts. But I wanted to just stop

feeling like that.

I entered inside since the door was

open, but when I entered inside

what I saw, I couldn't breath, I just

called his name. I couldn't be be

here. I ran out.

I was so confused, I entered my

car, and drove off.

I couldn't cry here i needed to go

home. I hated people seeing me

cry, I want to be in the comfort of

my room. when I got home, no one

was at home which was normal

when got to my room, I couldn't

cry, why did he do that? he said he

loved me. I can't no I can't take this

we were finally fine. Am even more

mad at him, don't I mean anything

to him? he didn't even run after me

at least explain to me. why would

he do that to me?. I cried my eyes

out. I was so heart broken. No

Alyssa you are strong, Don't cry ok

Don't. But I couldn't stop the tears

from leaving my eyes.

When my phone started ringing

I checked it and it was Scott. I

didn't want to talk to him, he knew

How i felt about cheating, he knew

then why did he do it?.

He knew I was going to come see

him today. He was having s*x with

her. He never touched me to that

extend, he always tells me he

wants it to be special. Am I not

beautiful enough or he doesn't like

my body. I don't care I just want

this pain to go away.

what do I do, i actually cried myself

to sleep.

when I woke up it was already dark

outside.

but I wasn't alone on my bed, I

was being spooned by someone, I

panicked, I wanted to scream when

I heard his voice, Scott.