THIS IS NOT THE END

Just like dream it's your choice to wake up and make it real or still be dreaming we live for ourselves you can love you can give you can cry you can laugh you can do anything you want because it's your life live it like how you want don't let others negative words get to you It all started when she was a kid..... She was loved by everyone around her at least that's what she thought When growing up she knew life was about her alone but she decided to include others in it even if it cost her happiness She has always lied about her feelings to make other happy.... She had friends who betrayed her.... She was a minor then when she first got betrayed..... In the process of growth she was faced with trial...and the one that broke her most was sickness... She tried her best to be happy she really did.... But if sickness comes and decides to stay only death can separate it.... She wanted everything to end because her loved ones were sad because of it She met a her other version....she was thought how to live and love herself She was able to live buh was always mixing her self love Yes!! She couldn't love her self She acted tough outside but she is the cry baby you would ever meet.... Back to the growth She was always faced with disappointment but one thing she didnt give up on her life.... She kept on saying she will have to live she will have to let people see her victory One thing about her was she would do everything to make her father regret.... She always say he had a father but not a dad Meaning she grew up without father love Yet still she loved every guy she came across Talking about guys.... She didnt know what true love was She was confused always if the feelings she had was love or not.... She kept on changing boys till she made a mistake and gave her body to that one guy.... He lied to her he betrayed her....he shattered her and a guy came in He helped her overcome her past.... He was always around until he also got what he wanted and left Let's switch back.... This girl always have her way of being happy She always imagine having the best family...she imagined having everything she wanted but didnt exist.... Till now she still dont know what love is She is kind... She is beautiful She is a shy type and also bold She is different Even in her family people see her the most happiest girl not knowing she always cry out in the dark She finds peace in the dark She has learnt to be alone by not being afraid to be left out She is not rich but she makes others rich Her positivity brings smile to everyone's face She has that sexy eyes that doesn't lie.... She know so she can't look straight into the eye.... She is not even in her 20s yet she is still fighting for her life.... To the presence She is trying to figure out what she really wants.... Why she has been around Why she is her? She has kept being herself and holding herself only to keep on getting disappointed Yet she has not given up She knows there's life ahead and she has to grab and it All she wants to say is "Yes I did it" I made it through I won She is different And she knows this is not the end of her story She has to continue and live If she is still living you can also do it I don't know what you are going through But for once in life be grateful you are still alive.... People wished they had not given up on themselves but it's late I trust you I know you will survive everything I never talked about God in this.... Because he thy Lord has always been there At last she will finally breath