My life
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Today is my 11th bday and since my dad has been home he hasnt r***d me thank gosh
Knock kncok
“Come in” i say
“Daddies birthday girl” my dad says
Ugh no this cant be happening to me
“Take off your clothes” he says closing my door and locking it
“Where is everyone” i say
“I sent them to the store to get food for the house and a cake and gift for you” he says taking off his clothes
“Get undressed and bend over” he says
He pushes me over so i am bent over and he pushes into me Gosh it hurts
“So tight” he moans
“You like it and missed daddies c**k” he says smacking my butt
“Yes” i say not daring to tell him how much i hate him and hate this
“Beg daddy” he says
“Harder” i say
“Keep going” he demands bringing his hand to my butt hard
“Faster oh yea right there” i say
About 30 mins later he finally finishes
“Lay on the bed” he says pulling his clothes on
And i try to get my clothed
“Lay down i will clean you up” he says pushing me onto my bed
He goes and grabs a wet wash cloth cleaning my p***y up and before i know it he is eating me out and fingering me
“You like it” he says
“Yes” i say ugh this is awful i hate my life and my birthday
I get r***d by my dad for a present for my birthday
After he finishes with me
“Dont tell anyone or i will kill them all and do very bad things to you” my dad says
“I wontt” i say crying
And he leaves my room
And i hurry and get dressed and stay in my room until i hear my mom and siblings get home then i head down stairs
My dad makes home made pizzas cuz its my favorite and my birthday
I help my mom put the food away and once dinner is done we all sit and eat our pizza and have cake and ice cream then i am handed my gifts
My dad gave me $20 and he r***d me for a gift
My brother got me a small radio that comes with head phones
Emmy got me a bead set
Gail got me a blow up elephant couch
My mom got me a scooter that lights up
“Thank you all i love my new scooter, beads, couch, and radio” i say
“Thanks for the money dad” i say after he cleaed his voice knowing i better tell him thanks i did
The r**e from my dad continued from 9-14 then suddenly he stopped but i think it was mainly because i went to school then hung out with my friends to stay away from him
I practically lived with my friend Kayla and dayna just to stay away from him
But my life is still not good cuz now i am doing anything i can to numb the pain 15 yrs old and i smoke cigarettes but i started that at 12 yrs old and doing drugs like weed and pills to numb my pain
“Whats wrong” kayla asks me
“Nothing but wanna go to a party?” I ask her
“Yes” she says and we get ready i wear a cute dress and flats she wears a dress and flats as well mine is blue hers is black and white
Once we do our hair and make up we head to a party
“Hey beautiful” a tall black man that looks like he is 25 says to me
“Hey” i say to him
“Dance with me” he says and i nod
We Head and start dancing
“How old are you?” I ask
“24. You?” He says
“15” i tell him honestly
“Oh, whats your name” he says
“Kali, you!” I ask
“Joshua. Your absolutely beautiful. Wanna go somewhere private so i can get to know you?” He asks
“Yes please” i say and he grabs my hand and we head into a bedroom i go in an see an attached bathroom and i grab a pill out of my purse and crush it on the counter and roll up a $5 bill and snort the pill i just crushed its an Adderol and once of my favorite pills
“What are you doing?” Josh asks
“Taking my addy!” I say
“I can get you all the drugs you want” he says
“How much?” I ask
“For you free” he says with a smile
“I deal drugs and if you keep me happy i will keep you speeding” he says
“How will i keep you happy” i ask
“Start by getting to know me, then go on a date with me and we can go from there!” He says
“Deal, but promise you wont force me or r**e me i cant go threw that again” i say not meaning to slip up
“You were r***d?” He asks me
“Forget i said anything” i tell him
“Sit and tell me!” He says And i walk over and sit beside him and kiss his lips
“Kali stop as much as i want you to kiss me i know your using it as a distraction. Is that why your doing drugs?” Josh asks
“Yes” i say crying
“Dont cry” he says pulling me against him
“Here try this” he says handing me a joint and i love weed so i happily take it and light it up
“Tell me what happened” he says
“I was r***d multiple times by 1 man and i hated it all and wanted it to stop now that it did stop i do addy and viks and oxys and smoke weed to numb my pain! The scare i carry may not be visible but they almost killed me” i tell him crying
“I am sorry that happened to you!” He says kissing my forehead and we pass the joint back and forth until its gone
“I don’t understand why anyone would want to hurt you because girl your absolutely beautiful, your dark eyes that change from almost black to honey, your smile, your c or d cup breasts, light curves on such a lil body And that ass.” He says pulling me into his lap A lil to much force Being i am only 101lbs and 5 fr 4 and he is very muscular and about 6ft or so
“Ahh” i say
“Im sorry did i hurt you” he says looking me over
“No its just it scared me”
“I didnt realize how light you were and i user to much force” he says
We continue to talk and we planned a date for tomorrow night at 6pm i gave him my cell he save me under 1 and only and then he added his number into his phone as life saver
If only he could save me from the nightmare i call my life
Ring ring
Damn i am getting a call
“It says monster is calling you” josh says
“Ugh” i say taking my phone
“Hello” i say and my dad is screaming at me telling me to get home now
“Ok” i tell him before hanging up
I go into the bathroom and crush up pills and hurry and snort them pulling leggings and a shirt out of my bag and changing
“Damn” i hear i look over and josh is watching me in my bra and underwear dang i forgot he was there
“Im sorry” i say pulling my clothes to me
“Dont be sorry your beautiful and dont hide from me i promise i would never force you!” He says walking over to me
He holds my hips and stands behind me with his body against mine and makes me look into the mirror
“Look at how beautiful you are” he says
“I see a girl who got r***d for many yrs a girl who lost her self!” I say bAck to him
“I see a girl who is absolutely perfect! And a girl i cant wait to spend time with!” He says
“Here take these” he says handing me 2 joints and 6 pills 3addys and 1 vik and 2 oxys
“Dont over take them or hurt your self” he says
“I wont” i tell him and i bend over and slide my pants on rubbing against him
“Damn you keep that up and you will make my pants split” he says
“Sorry but i have to get home fast before i get hur i mean in trouble” i tell him
“He is the one who r***d you huh” he says and i cry
“Your father is the monster who hurt you!” He says I stay silent and finsh getting dressed
“Thats why you chabged, thats also why he is saved as monster? Turn him in” he says
“No i cant you don’t understand he has connections and he will kill my siblings! He hasnt hurt me in awhile but that is most likely because i avoid him and stay with my friends!” I say spraying on my perfume
“Promise me if he hurts you then you will call me?” He syas
“I promise but if i dont get home like now i will be in alot of trouble “ i say grabbing my bag
“Let me take you!” He says
“Fine but you cant get close to my house he will probably be watching!” I tell him
“Okay but text me your address incase of an emergency!” He says
“Ok but dont get me in anymore trouble than i am please he has connections in high places and you will get me killed or r***d by his friends they already tried to buy me but he told them no cux i was his and only his” i tell him
“I promise but if he hurts you then I will come and get you!” He says kissing my head and grabbing my hand
I ran into Kayla
“Kayla i am sorry i have to go. My dad called and said i had to get home NOW! Do you want a ride home?” I ask her
“Yes please these men wont leave me alone!” She says
I cant help but chuckle cuz neither can i
Her and i have fooled around i mean like eat each other out and finger each orher yea she is my bad b***h for life
“Well i csnr say i blame them” i tell her with a smile
“Well your different” she says
“Kayla this is josh and josh this is kayla. But come on we have to go now” i tell them grabbing their hands
“Kayla i will take you home first where do you live?” Josh asks her as we climb into his car i slide into the front passenger seat and he shuts my door and kayla gets into the back
“Josh please take me home first” i ask him
“Kali i cant” josh says and we drop kayla off and head for my house 2 blocks away i make him stop
“Josh stop here! And why couldnt you take me home first?” I ask him
“Because i am staying right here incase you need me!” He says kissing my lips and I want to keep kissing him but i know i have to get home
“Im sorry but i got to go!” I say getting out of his car and waving him good by
I run as fast as i can home but i see josh drive by as i run into my dad who grabs me roughly and i see josh hit his breaks But thankfully he keeps going
“Where were you!” My dad shouts at me
“With Kayla” i tell him
“Get inside and go to your room and get naked now!” He says and i run inside crying
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